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one in this ♥ world
"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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about this blog
name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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A7K1(: G.I.L ♥ (: Alex. Alvin. BingCong. Carole. Cherie. Chuhui. Emily. Dixie. Fiona. Gwen Hakim. Hannah. Hector. Joanna. Jocelyn. Junhui. Lydia. Nigel. Sharon. Ting Valerie. YanKai. happyther(: archives
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there's every purpose, every hidden meaning to why all things had happened. but what is it? i cant figure it out. i don't know why. but one thing i know. all these things that are happening somehow.. had shaped me into a more stronger person in heart. i don't want to give up. there's something in me that's stopping me from giving up. there's something deep in my heart that's telling me to go on, to keep trying and that, everything will be fine. i don't want to let go. but how bad a choice will it be? i used to think that holding on brings pain and tears. i cried so many times that i realised im losing myself. i drowned myself in complete sadness and tears and i kept myself in my own world. i lied to myself that things will find its way out somehow, by itself. and when i looked in the mirror everytime at those red, puffy eyes, i told myself, "that's not you. be happy, girl. you can do it." " . i wanted joy to fill me so badly that im found myself helpless because i cant capture any. yes, i wanted joy&happiness to feel me. not just me. everybody around me. because it's these people who influences me. i want them to be happy. and i want you to be happy too. i want alot&alot of the purest joy to feel the hearts of us. no one deserves to get all the sadness&pains in the world. we have a choice. and i've chosen mine. im gonna grab every happiness that there is . and if you cant grab any, i'll grab more & share it with you(: that's how badly i want joy. very badly. (: |
