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im starting work TOMORROW.

& i just realised i don't know how to get myself there?!

kudos to you, one big butthead.

Your answers suggest you are an Idealist

The four aspects that make up this personality type are:






Summary of Idealists
1. Make sense of the world using inner values
2. Focus on personal growth and the growth of others
3. Think of themselves as bright, forgiving and curious
4. May sometimes appear stubborn


More about Idealists
Idealists put time and energy into developing personal values that they use as a guide through life. They may seek fulfilment by helping others improve themselves and often want to make the world a better place. Idealists only share their inner values with people they respect.


Idealists are the most likely group to say they are vegetarian, according to a
UK survey.

Idealists enjoy discussions about a wide range of topics, particularly those that deal with the future. They are typically easy-going and flexible, but if their values are challenged they may refuse to compromise.

In situations where they can’t use their talents or are unappreciated, Idealists may have trouble expressing themselves and withdraw. Under extreme stress, Idealists may become very critical of others, or lose confidence in their own ability to cope.

Recognition for their work is important to Idealists; however, they are also good at spotting false praise. (this is really true (: )

Idealist Careers
Idealists are often drawn to jobs where they can help people reach their potential. They are also attracted to careers that allow artistic creativity.

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i think one personality test i did before showed me that im an IDEALIST too :D

do it guys !

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What Am I Like? )

there's another test, called the (
SPOT THE FAKE SMILE ).

i was quite good in spotting those fake smiles. HAHHAHA. 16/20. so people, better don give me fake smiles & fake praises. i can sense them out. :D

* ALL THIS TESTS ARE TAKEN FROM PHIYORNAH.BLOGDRIVE.COM *

CAUTION: PHOTO-INTENSIVE!

the intense camwhore session might just blow your eyes away. so think twice before scrolling down :D they're uploaded for storage purposes but sure, you're most welcome to look at them :D

on thurs, carole woke me up early in the afternoon to get me out to eat lunch with her. & cunning she is, cos she tempted me by asking, "want to eat Yoshi?" & the sound of that word woke me up instantly. LOL! & so i stayed there for an entire 2 hours with her, spending dear quality time together, rubbishing away & doing all the belows. it's a lovely time spent, i don't deny it (:






































she's one sweet pie :D when she's crazy. HAHAHAH.

i can't wait for work to start this week. & best thing is, i can do it
with hannah! :D

i can't wait to go out & spend time with yi man. its been like darn
shugly long since i've seen her. yi! are you looking at this?

i can't wait for Nick to go to Bark&Bubbles this sunday to get all that
rubbish matted hair of his off & away! & to see him clean & more
hugly :D :D

i can't wait for my dear sis to start bickering with me again :D

i can't wait to start my Sakae fiestaaaaa. LOL!!


okay. im gonna say really random stuffs today. because my brain's like one whole disorganised mess now.


i feel like a bastard myself. i do have a reason deep inside for calling myself that. but yes, i am feeling like a bastard. because of the things that's going on right now, this feeling just gets stronger.


the other day was out with Fio, Hakim, & HoeHoe. & i must say, it's a tremendous good time spent (: all the laughing was totally endless & tiring! to say the truth, i've never met such a bunch of fun people where laughter comes in free flow. its like free y'know? you laugh & laugh & laugh & laugh, like... there's no tomorrow :D it's been long since i fed myself with such hearty laughters. i'm not gonna upload any pictures of that day because all the pictures of me inside are ultimately shugly! but, you can still view them at FIONA'S (loyal earthlings of my blog should know who the heaven is this girl & what's her big web's name). thanks guys, for all the precious laughters (:

just trim&cut my hair today at Storm's. & i love this new stylist :D he's the one who cut my hair. && he's crazily nice & polite. i mean, not like other arrogant hairdressers who probably don't have the time to talk to you too much becos of the amount of customers he have to serve, this nice stylist gives good haircare & styling tips (: he's reallyyyy polite & charges the same price as the normal hairdressers there, eventhough he's a senior stylist himself. okay, there wasn't really a tremendous change in my hair la. it looks the same as before. i TRIMMED hellooo. HAHAHA. but i still like that hair stylist. his name's JAMES, JAMES WONG (:



not bad huh? i look kinda great in short hair right? no? LOL!!!

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NO LAAHHH! if i cut THAT SHORT.. i think fiona will have a tougher time pulling me to the hairdresser's. LOL.
NO DIFF!
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okay. wait. let me pause for awhile before i continue. im sup to finish this post yesterday but while im happily typing away last night, SUDDENLY, i hear fluttery sound. "ok, it must be the bug that's always here" i thought. so i din really care because that bug is really small, but still frightening. den i hear *flutters* again. its so much louder! & when i turned & so THAT THING, i think i nearly fainted on the spot. ITS A SUPER BIG & UGLY FLYING COCKROACH!!!! it freaked me out like ultimately! & i jus scream & ran out of the study room. but thanks there's Daddy to save the day. EEEE! the thought of that stupid roach still freaks me!!
man. i need to get a husband that's not afraid of roaches & lizards & bugs & worms & ..... LOL!!
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ANYWAY.

my infatuation for 王力宏 (Wang Li Hong) came back. (: Well, i'll admit that he's one of the top five in my list for THE potential husband :D HOHOHO. & not to forget, my dear 吴尊 :D :D


why, you say. I'LL SHOW YOU! :D (can i show you pictures of them?? pleasee )



i find him most charming when he's playing his instruments. be it the violin or the piano. he's got that special kind of aura that i don usually find in somebody else when he plays. agree with me, will you? (:

& there's 吴尊! the very good-looking & pretty boy :D i don care whether you think he looks like a girl or not, the thing is, I DON'T (: anyway, he has that charming prince look that is so captivating :D & if you happen to read his blog before, he's one artiste that's ever so sincere & big-hearted. LOVE LOVE LOVE!
& i kinda think that both of them look bit alike aye? no? (:


hhhHAHHahahhahahahahahahhaha!








okay, end it here with loves.
how're you doing?





(just for your information, i still thought today's like 22 sept :D :D :D )

:D so in the end, my plan for today is ruined. i told myself for the thousandth time today to NOT TOUCH THE COMPUTER, but! i really want to share something with you guys(:

my previous plan was actually to:

1. make coffee
2. toast my bread
3. have breakfast @ 12pm :D
4. NOT USE THE COMPUTER
5. start clearing my cupboard (which i've told myself too since long ago - after O's, to be exact :D )

see that's how long i've dragged? & don't be freaked out if i told you that that cupboard is still storing all of my primary school's textbooks AND exercise books. and to top it up, there's also my lower secondary stuffs+files+drawings -.- man. i really need to get my hands on that cupboard after typing all this out. (AND JUST FOR YOUR INFORMATION, IM TYPING ALL THIS OUT FOR THE SECOND TIME!! )

anyway! about the thing that ruined my plan for today, it was a movie i watched on tv just now, while having my 12pm breakfast :D i was supposed to start clearing my cupboard right after i finish my bf BUT my breakfast became a 2 hrs plus meal :D :D HOHOHO. well, the sight of Jennifer Love in the movie got me tuned in & in the end, i kinda watched it all the way til the end (: ITS A STUPENDOUS & FAB MOVIE! with so much suspense that for a moment, i thought my heart was going to stop beating. really, im not kiddin! i thought i couldn't breathe properly y'know? :D && at some parts, you just wish that you could fast forward the show to know what's gonna happen next. LOL. yes, the movie's a grabber!

it's not really a thriller movie actually, but a love story that will surely touch your heart? it makes you cry. because you can literally feel how much the guy wants to love her so badly & just want hold those precious time of them together tightly, afraid that i'll be gone.


in short, it teaches you how to love & that sometimes,"t
omorrow might just be a bit too late ".

presenting you, IF ONLY.

starring Jennifer Love Hewitt (yes yes, from Ghost Whisperer, that's why i stayed on to watch, but it turned out to be a wonderful show (: ) & Paul Nicholls.

some comments made by Youtube members:

"This is in my Top 10 films of all time - I waited a year to see it and it was worth every second of the wait - I cried all the way through it. Great video x"

"i really love this movie!!!!!! i watch it over and over again..."

"this is a fantastic romantic movie .... :) "

my review's not bad uh? :D :D i think Hannah will love this show. LOL.

& yes! yesterday was HENNEH HANNAH HANGER HANNER NEH's or whatever you want to call her birthday :D it was a total success in surprising her (: no pictures for now. well no, there ARE. but stupid fiona went to collate all of them together & i can't get the individuals. :D well, you can go see her blog to check them out (; phiyornah.blogdrive.com. there, she's featured. HAHA.


i want to share these vids!! =D they will make you laugh & go "amazing!" LOL! watch it watch it! =D


your eyes are not playing tricks on you. that's a little boy of i think age 4 at the most playing a ddr standard that i cant! even the father was amazed by his little son' gifted talent in ddr. =D the father was saying "amazing" in the vid anyway (: the boy's great aye?? i can-NOT do that fast. LOL!








i'll be sad if i hear my son telling that to me. awww poor mummy.. LOL.


yep! pictures time :D



i hereby announce fiona liew yi xiu (HAHA!) my last-minute kharki. & an ulimate one too. she don't do it just once but, countless times. LOL.

so she called me up like 4+ in the late afternoon on thursday, after i just got up from my nap & ask me that last minute question. "eh, you want go out not?" :D i don't have time to freshen myself up from my nap, not even to say ponder about that question for awhile. i had to give an answer right on the spot! LOL. oh wells, & off we went, to town again. & we just spend the rest of our day, & the rest of our money on our very expensive dinner.

& the stupid thing was that, we ordered for Sakae's sashimi buffet ($24 for youths+GST = $28+) with me thinking that its 28 bucks for TWO people. & there i go, happily thinking that "eh, its quite a worth it deal huh, that means $14 for one person! wowww! -.-''' how nice a deal. & how stupid i am. fiona said something very funny (& sensical) after i told her about my stupid thought.


f: "OH, so which means if we have 10 ppl here eating the buffet now, we only have to pay for $28 LAH".

e: [ponders for awhile] "errr......"


e: BURST INTO LAUGHTER.

f: -.-



why i never thought of that?! & how can i possibly think of such a deal?! its SAKAE, hellooo. stupid -.-

so then, i had to order as much food as possible, bearing a positive thought that i'll be able to stuff all that into my mouth & finish all of them, AND to hit the amount we're paying, so that this buffet is a WORTH IT deal.


first round.
not much yet, but we had a second round for most of the plates up there, plus a $11+ boiling hot kaminabe, more tofus, more potatos, more hotate, more -.-

i was nearly stuffed to death.

and one note, i don't like the taste of raw stuffs. or rather, i don't like the look of them & so that equates too i won't like eating them. but i was made to eat those raw salmons by dear fiona, & i tell you, once i put that raw piece into my mouth & started chewing it.......... i thought i was gonna vomit!! sorry to those raw-meat lovers out there if i offended you in anyway, but eww!! i don't like the taste!!

& sadly, we had 2 plates of that raw salmons & poor fiona was stuffing them one by one. until that pot of hot kaminabe came, she thought of a very nice idea of clearing the salmons!

yes, she cooked all the remaing in the boiling hot soup, TO GET ME TO EAT THEM.


& seriously, i love the cooked taste of those salmons better. :D & yes fiona, i felt your motherly love. LOL.




she looked like she's watching some gruesome/huh-i-dont-get-it show on the ordering screen aye? what's with that face fio? :D


fiona's famous for her pouts & anorexic poses. & me, i guess i tried too hard. :D

on a random note, i've found myself a job! :D credits go to dear henneh, who come running along just at the right time with a job. for us (: will be tending the ripples slippers shop for 2 weeks on 27sept-10th oct at takashimaya :D

do visit me :D hahhaa.

and on another random note, GOOD LUCK to all those JC-ians out there who are preparing real hard for their promos. i've been hearing this word P-R-O-M-O-S since june. tsk tsk.

ALL THE BEST OF LUCK, GUYS! :D

i just woke up from my nap. & sadly, its not any of those precious & die-die-must-have kinda naps. its those "oh, there's nothing to do, so napping will be a good way to pass time" THAT kinda naps.

its feels like im in HIBERNATION.

everytime i wake up, the skies are always getting darker. & this hibernating thing repeats everyday. (no no no!!!) everyday, there'll surely be some time allocated for some serious hibernation. i'll just go & nap when afternoon comes (its becoming so auto! afternoon=naps!) & sleep the afternoon away. (& poor Nick has to do this with me everyday... )


BUT, despite all these LOOOOONNNGGGG beauty sleep that im pampering myself with (-.-""), why aren't my dark eye rings getting any better? (!!!)

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i really have no idea what's wrong with my com. it's been acting weird and all since the afternoon. wanted to upload pictures of the most expensive dinner i've ever treated myself with, but looks like i can't now.

AND! can somebody tell me what can i do to save my hanged ipod. i merely just wanted to load songs into it but after my sister plugged the cable in, it got hanged since afternoon. itunes detected a CORRUPTED IPOD (my ipod) & the instructions say that by restoring it through itunes, it'll be okay. BUT, it's still not! itunes can't restore its default settings! now what? .....

i hate all these high technology things that sometimes i don't quite get it.

but please, can someone help me out with the hanged ipod problem?
oh yes, these pictures.
when fiona saw that photo of me on my phone the other day, she went like, "EH! this looks so like me!!" & so, i got her to try to do the exact same pose, with the exact same face expression. LOL. it was hilarious when she tried to do it. :D & there, we attempted alot of shots & this one is the closest. so, what do you guys think? HAHA.

since i know how to do screen shotting already, i'll do it myself (: & not go thru the trouble of taking it from fiona's blog & den creditting her. LOL!






yes, remember me asking you guys to help me out with some poll thing? its this! but response was quite bad, & i figured that its must be due to my very poor description. i will refuse to think that no one wants to do it for me. :D and there! see the cute paw print that i drew? (: just click there and the poll will slide out. it's just four short simple questions about your gender, age whether you blog & i can't remember the last one.....

ANYWAY! help me out with the poll okay? its free, i promise :D

it's like a series of flusters & frenzies that went on this afternoon, when those received their results via sms. after henneh called me up to tell me that i'll be receiving THE msg any time, msgs from the other girls started coming in like a river that just broke free from its barrier. (yes, like the scene in Evan Almighty. :D ) i had to ask & to reply that i can't eat my lunch properly when im already like at the verge of dying from serious hunger pangs.

its still going on. but subsiding steadily. LOL. i was resting from my tormenting cramps & jaded completely from series of vomitting, diarrheas & perspiring of cold sweats, when Fiona called to actually want to announce her results to me. sorry girl, i just collapsed when you called. totally dehydrated & drained.

anyway, all of a sudden people are asking me, "what's your GPA??" & i was " what IS GPA???" :D so i ran along to go check the whole online version to get the full information.



don't blame me for the smallness of that screenshot. after i found the wonder of screen shotting, i started taking alot...... of the same shot. -.- BUT IT STILL TURNED OUT SO PUNY! -.- oh wells. according to fiona & gay, my GPA is, not good. but the most important thing to do before anything is, to be thankful.

im very thankful that i passed all subjects, even my most feared one HAP. (talking about it gives me bumps) everybody talked about taking supp paper right after the exams but i don't want to think so much at that point. what's done is done. i'll just hand over everything & keep that faith in me. well, Daddy sure din look down on that little faith i had. (: thanks Dad =D

&& for people who are taking SUPPS right, don't get dismayed by the fact that you have to study all over again alright? you're doing it again, not because you did badly but because you're gonna do it way lots more better this time :D keep that optimism beating! give your best shot! & keep that faith in you that everything will just turn right and well (:

and for fionaaaaa, i'll be more than glad to do revisions with you :D what are friends for, right? HAHAHA. just yes, do the above. :D carole! you too aye!


WAAHHH. the screen shot is super small laaaaaaa!

i really shouldn't be doing this now. :D


1.What time did u go to bed?

12+ in the morning.



2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
still slumbering in my bed.


3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?

watching D. Grayman :D (super nice show. with very nice songs)


4. What is something that happened to you in 1994?
i turned 4? (:


5. What is the last thing you said aloud?
HEN ER AHHHHHHH!


6. How many different things did you drink today?

well, i drank soup from last night dinner & kimchi soup. soup-licious :D


7. What color is your hair brush?

black & grey.


8. What was the last thing you bought?
Nick's new harness & bones (:



9. What is(are) your favorite color(s)?

all kinds of colours!


10. What color is your front door?

white.


11. Where do you keep your change?
into my wallet? lol. not keep but rather, stuff. :D


12. What was the weather like today?
sunny!



13. What is the best ice cream flavor?

chocolate, always.


14. What is something you are excited about?
for the unknown things that awaits me.


15. When was the last rainbow you saw?

come to think of it, its been long since i saw a real one. but i do see them in pictures (:


16. Do you have a sister?
yes, i do.


17. Are you very random?

ultimately. :D


18. Do you want to cut your hair?

maybe do bit of trimming. im quite determined to keep it loooongg.


19. Are you over the age of 25?

nopers. im still very young and sweet. :D :D HAHA.


20. Do you talk a lot?
if i know you.



21. Do you watch The O.C.?
no.


22. Does your screen name have an "x"in it?

don't have.


23. Do you know anyone named Steve?

well, i know Steve Irwin. as in on tv. LOL.


24. Do you make up your own words?
yes :D


26. Are you typically a jealous person?

kinda or maybe. LOL.


27. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "B":

Bing Cong. hahaha.


28. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "J":

Jackson.


29. Who's the 1st person on your received calls list?
fionaaaaa :D


30. What did the last text message you received say?
"yup yup" -.- lucky its this short. LOL.


31. Do you chew on your straws?

yes. hee.


32. Do you have curly hair?
no.


33. When is the next concert you're going to?
no plans. but if i can go, i'll want to go to Hillsongs live concert (:


34. Who is the worst person in your life?
no worst person.


35. How many times have you cursed today?

zero times :D


36. What is something you say a lot?

"huh?"


37. What is the last thing you ate?

kimchi instant noodles. the things you eat when you're home alone.


38. Have you seen the movie "DonnieDarko"?
what's that??


39. Do you have work tomorrow?

no jobs yet.


40. Is your best friend older than you?

no.


41. What should you be doing now?

bathing!!



42. Do you wish you had a different name?

no.



43. Are you a heavy sleeper?

no, im not (:





napping's the most lovable past-time ever (:

oh my tian. i can literally hear the bed calling me to snuggle into it. am i really that tired?!?




see what my aunty did to me. ewww.

don't mind the hideous face. well, its meant to look stupid anyway. &... it looks really -.-. LOL.


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i want to announce something too. im officially in love with HERBIE! i really really love and adore herbie to the max max max max max max :D he's so rahhhhhh! adorable (picturing Herbie in my head.....) & lovable. & handsome. &. (: i can sit down the whole day reading about him, looking at his pictures, laughing away at those funny things he & his friends do. yes, call that fantasizing. i hope old age ain't getting on him. i'll be really sad...



anyway, he's gonna be the first featured guy here at my place.


HERBIE! , the GR (:

he calls his owner, M for Mistress & MM for his Master. he pens down every exciting stuffs that goes on in his life, and there's bound to be some incidents that you can't help but laugh away at the clumsy things he do :D He's also got a brother, called Helios. who's already caught up with Herbie's size & height and have a part in contributing to that blog too. Another handsome boy :D Both are poured with endless love & more love than any other dogs i can think of. they're being fed with beautifully & specially made home-cooked food, which are nicely planned out and made with all efforts put in, everyday. And they get to go the beach like every other day? i feel sad for Nick already.... you're bound to love Herbie & Helios & all his friends. just go read! :D


did i mention that his M is a very good photographer? (:


and he's got really cute friends too....

that's only a few. haha.



that's all my friends.