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one in this ♥ world
"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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URGH! im feeling really uncomfortable now. My whole stomach’s like bloated now la! Im desperately waiting for myself to BURP. yes. I NEED TO BURP. oh my tian. Can someone please teach me. Guess I ate too much. But I only ate a chicken chop set? Man. YAY. I din miss my HUA YANG SHAO NAN SHAO NU today(: haha. how can anyone look sooo ai bu shi shou.? wu zun’s one. :D his hands remind me of calv’s trained hands last time. I can see all the veins la. LOL. But I think that’s what makes a guy look really beautiful. err, beautiful as in, male-ly beautiful. HAHA. ok calv. Don’t got jealous alright? Cos yes, I love you more(: keke. My stomach’s still hurting. –Urrrrrghhh Calv & I watched JUST FOLLOW LAW and MR. & MRS NORBIT for consecutively two days. Both at Bugis’, was it Shaw?, Shaw Cinema. Well, I thought we were siao la. like we’ve got so much money like that. And this two days, I had that okayokay-spend-okayokay-spend feeling. Okay, I know it’s completely a no-no feeling to have. And I hate it more when calv insists on paying for everything. It’s really nice to have such a thoughtful boyfriend. But calv, like I’ve told you, I don’t want you going spending everything on me, you know? I felt that it’s wrong to spend them on me. I don’t know why, but I just felt that it’s wrong and it’s not worthwhile at all. Weird huh. But that’s how I feel. I know you know how to limit yourself and everything. And I know you know what is a can to spend it on me and what’s a not to. But try to spend them more on yourself and most importantly, your family okay? They love you as well too what? Haha. I don’t mean like I want you to be selfish and soo hesitative when spending on others la. I know you’re a very generous guy. ( Ni hui de fu de ((: ) Mu mummy agrees too you know(: but be generous to YOURSELF too okay? I BURPED ! :D :D :D OH YES. JUST FOLLOW LAW is really nice. Super uber funny. Million thumb ups! The FOUR B’s (: bang dio, bang sai, bang pui, BANG GANG. LOL. Okay, bit disgusting. BUT. NORBIT’s the one which I’d say “ URGHH!” it’s TOO disgusting for me. I thought those “urgh” scenes we saw from the sneaks in commercials were only a few of them. But man, how wrong I am. It’s like the whole of the show’s filled with those disgusting scenes. I’d say it’s way too over. TOO OVER. It’s hilarious la. I can’t deny it, because calvin’s like laughing his lungs off. LOL. You must hear his laughter man. It’s one of the loudest in the theatre and I can’t helped it but to cover his mouth. LOL. Funny, but not my cup of tea. There’s this couple sitting beside us and halfway through the movie I heard the girl say, “ it’s disgusting la.” haha. okay, so there’s EPIC MOVIE, GHOST RIDER, PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS to go. I cant wait for SPIDERMAN 3 to come man. I was praying yesterday. I can’t control myself and ended up crying really hard. Actually, I was thinking bout the time when we’ll get to know the postings. I know good times fly. And the more I know how the future’s so unpredictable, the more I cried. I know He has His own plans and that He had our blueprints all plan out, but humans too have desires. And yes, I have my own desires. But when we know the desires that we want and sometimes try so hard to achieve, are just not according to one of His plans, naturally we’ll get dejected and worse, heartbroken. And I’m really afraid of getting myself heartbroken. And I bloody know how it feels like to literally pluck yourself out from something when everything’s so nice and beautiful. it’s like asking you to leave your family and friends behind to go somewhere faraway all of a sudden. And you know that’s a must and there’s no choice for you. But I know Daddy always have a way out for us. And I know it’s gonna hurt so much trying to find the way out… Pray. IM A SILLY GOOSE (: then you shall be a SHILLY JOOSE. LOL. :D cherio(: i love you. (: i thought i had the most lovely valentine's ever. well, i thought so. because i think i really had(: thankyou dearcalv. i love all the surprises. Yes, ALL. i really nv thought you’ll put in so much to prepare all that, just for me. At the thought of this, I’ve only one word to tell you my feelings. Blessed. I nv thought that you’ll get YOUR own hands to do all that for me. From the self-made roses & flower bouquet, self-made cookies, with the oh-my-gosh-it’s –soooo-cute tortoise cookies you created (it's really cute.) to the 3 big balloons you bought which I had so much fun just looking at them “playing” in the wind ( i was laughing like mad la. don't ask me why. and the fact that you played along with me. (: ) you made valentine's awesome. thanks for making it, for me. you made my day, calvinheng. (: you made me feel that i need nobody, but just you, on this special day. you made feel that, if the whole world dislikes/disloves/has no thoughts for me ( no one wished me hvd), but just you, it's completely okay. you made me feel that i just need you. that you loving me is a more than enough fact. that's it's fine to be forgotten by everybody around me. because i know you'll be right here beside me, always. thanks ( is there any other way to express my gratitude? haha.) for letting me feel all of these, and the best of all, for loving me. im so not gonna eat the cookies & the ferreros. (: & i hope the balloons won't lou qi so fast. i promise i get you your val's share a s a p ok? im REALLY sorry... here's the hard fact that i had to swallow/push/force down my throat. that, no one actually remembered me on val's day. specifically, my friends. no one sent me any wishes. i bet no one bother to. as thought one this is typed on the 15th of Feb. din have the time to finish it up. here's the unfinished post. my whole back's aching now man. been shredding papers, faxing, circulating, writing, typing, fixing the stuck shredder, picking the non-ringing phone, walking around the whole office, giving away cheques. man. i need a break. haha. when there's nothing to do during work, there's simply nothing. and i can just sit back, relax and really STONE. but when's there's stuffs to do, it'll be so hectic and so many that i don't know what am i suppose to do first. and i jus gave away a cheque. lol. actually im multi-tasking. im faxing, listening, and blogging now. hah. whatever la esther. i've actually got to use a shredder today(: HAHA. don't be jealous kay cos i know you don't get to use one. :D ok. let me say my little shredder story. LOL. well, it's somewhat FUN at the beginning (: im like so happy and was going, " YAY, i can shred papers for once man. nv use before." and when jane was like telling me " it's HIGHLY CONFIDENTIAL kay, don't let anyone see or know............ " and i was going like " ok ok, mm.. ok ok... (: " but man. i spent half of the morning and half of the afternoon to shred EVERYTHING. and it's really like a whole thick pile? the pissing off part is that the shredder went dead like dunno how many times. first time it din respond cos ok, the bin's full. the second time, ok, the bin's full again. the third time, erm.. again. and i was like walking in and out of the office to get empty boxes to store all that shredded papers. well, actually they're payslips. and the reason why i took so long was cos HEE, i was busy looking at people's salaries. and you don't know man. one director's salary was like $ 14,000?? and imagine when he gets his bonus. LOL. ok, back to the shredder. i don't know it's the how many times, but when i cleared the bin, and tried switching on&off on &off on&off the stupid shredder and it still won't work... im pissed already. lol. i ended up squatting at the small pantry trying to clean ITS MOUTH & TEETH. stupid. don't know how to eat slower ar. LOLOL. ok, the feeder's fault la. i was pulling out the pieces of shredded papers from the top and bottom of its mouth. and i tell you, im violent man. i was like using a ruler and swish swish swish to get the papers moving. but when it din work, i went to use a erm... penknife. well i was thinking like , maybe slicing the papers smaller it'll will work. beams. but ha. it din. so i ended up using an envelope opener. ok. i was poking violently into the shredder. really literally poking and plucking. poor shredder :( haha. oh wells. i was just glad that it's over and done with. well. i think i love the typewriter more (: YAY. no work tmrw. happy happy happy. :D :D :D oh man. the results are coming out. and i still havent decide on which course to go to. or even worse. JC or POLY. RAH. i'd love to join the resort management. but i'll be more thrilled if im in the veterinary course(: oh man. whatever la. haha. im just happy that tmrw there's no work ^^ I WANT MY OWN DG CAM !! |
