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one in this ♥ world
"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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about this blog
name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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A7K1(: G.I.L ♥ (: Alex. Alvin. BingCong. Carole. Cherie. Chuhui. Emily. Dixie. Fiona. Gwen Hakim. Hannah. Hector. Joanna. Jocelyn. Junhui. Lydia. Nigel. Sharon. Ting Valerie. YanKai. happyther(: archives
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why can't the world be filled with a little more love & a little less hurt? why can't we paint the world a much better place? tainted, i know it is. is that why heaven is made? Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me I used to stand so tall I used to be so strong Your arms around me tight Everything, it felt so right Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong Now I can't breathe No, I can't sleep I'm barely hanging on Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes I told you everything Opened up and let you in You made me feel alright For once in my life Now all that's left of me Is what I pretend to be So together, but so broken up inside 'Cause I can't breathe No, I can't sleep I'm barely hangin' on Swallow me then spit me out For hating you, I blame myself Seeing you it kills me now No, I don't cry on the outside Anymore... introducing my all-time-fav-must-see-good-mood-or-not-straight-rejection camwhore partner. EMILY (: i think, only she can stand & not mind all my nonsense. hohohoho. 8) all these pictures are taken from different days (spread out over 3 wks la!) & i've got so many of them but no time to do proper editing & post them up. (perfectionist instinct kicks in.) & since i've not been posting much pictures recently, here it is! (: must really like SNATCH those free time & use them to the fullest before the day ends and BAM! mugging alrrrrrrrrrr. AHHHHH! i seriously love how easy this thing called technology have make things to be. no photoshop needed! :j     
AIMM quiz II & BChem Prac test this friday. so actually, wed & thurs aren't so much of rest days anymore... just a reminder for me: ah i don't know. anyway, i've got a new playlist up! all time favourite Boston! (: & One Republic's good! but i still love Secondhand Serenade. i din get to buy their albummmm. NO STOCK. ): ): oh ya! i damn love love love Jango laaaaaaa. my new-found hideout. :D im craving for chocolates!! ): it suddenly hit me when im at Cheers today with Yi, that i've not eaten Kit Kat Chunky for months! ): i've been trying really hard to RESIST. ahhhhh. resist resist resist. & yes! i can play Like A Knife on the guitarrrrr! random :D & i'm starting to dislike being independent.. ok. i got to go, like NOW. i feel proud mansss. cos i've been updating for 3 days straight. heh heh heh heh -.- LOL! alright! that's all for today ppl.
goodnights earthlings :j
though it's over, i want to say this still, i hate hate hate HATE MGEN to the ends of the world man. aye no. i think i hate school. AHHHHH ): ok anyway. want to see some very ugly drawings?  (click to enlarge. ) carole claims that THAT'S nicki! OMGGGGG. :D is that even an animal???  & look at her sheep!!  o.o!  which one's nicer?! hhahahahhaha. :D :D :D my poor Nick's distorted! caroleeeeeeeeee!!! LOL. oh ya! & this!   she's one sweet & affectionate little pie la. we suspect that she's pregnant. & she's in the TAF now! (: we even felt for movements in the stomach & there is! :D :D the feeling's damn exciting luh. actually no. we dunno whether it's a male or female! o.o  & little stouty (: <br> the day i thought i'll never get through.
 i am this tired. 7am to 1am. 18hrs of no rest. -.-zzzzz tmrw've to wake at 6+ on sunday morning. i can't take it alr. im retreating now.. g'nights now, earthlings.
sleep well. to lydia: hey girl. if you're reading this, i hope you get some sleep ya? i heard bout what happen, again. i'll be praying for you. so don't fear, stand strong & trust in Him! (: this was written 4 days back. (am i that busy??) im recently so hooked with playing DIY Don't Forget The Lyrics. LOL! being such nice friends, me & Den accompanied Neh to WATCH her bowl just now. & im glad i din bowl along with her. or i'll look like some serious noob man ): hahhaha. so while she bowled, me & Den entertained each other. with a game of DIY Don't Forget The Lyrics with the Ipod! :D :D seriously man. this game is a time killer & it's addictive! hahahhaha. don't know what im talking bout? HAIYO. lol. go you-tubed 'Don't Forget The Lyrics' or sth. you'll <3 it :D okay. i jus did a stupid thing. i was hungry cos i din really eat dinner just now. but i din wanna eat sth really filling and so i thought, i'll just cut some fruits up. & of all fruits, i took oranges -.- and for those who don't know, oranges are made up of citric acid and so they're acidic. AND SO, the stupid oranges will just make me hungrier. -.- -.- -.- and i only realised this AFTER i ate all the oranges. greeeat. just a quick one:
im sorry for the lack of updates! okay, like as if anyone's keen on reading about my rants. but still, big sorry! school's still slowly sucking the soul outta us with the never-ending workload. waa i tell you ah! the workload is fantastically amazing man! but one thing i know for sure is that, i'm not the only one in this endless pit. in fact, im seeing complains flying everywhr in whichever blog links i click. everyone's venting out in their posts! tell me the school's evil. ok, i don't even know whether we should be complaining. we got a lecture, as in a real lecture from the course manager the other day. well, she said we SHOULDN'T be complaining becos students from all the previous batches have way heavier workloads than we have now. if they can do it, we JOLLY WELL can do better since modules have cut down alot. ok, now what are we sup to say? is it us or what? but i'm really not going to handle the stress well for long. im serious.. ok, i don't think im able to continue this for long, cos the head's spinning mad... feel like vomiting man. darn it. why must it be today that im feelin unwell when today's a free day!?! anywayy, happy things to note:
................................ ok. i think i cannot make it alr. i really feel like vomiting... bear with whatever's here first ok guys. sorry! greatness major because you know what? my lips are fantastically swollen right now. ARGGGG.
3 July everyday's drained drained drained. coming back home after a long day & i still can't go straight off to the bed. & double greatness, still had to hold on all the way til 2+am these past few nights. i hate projects! seriously to th maxzxx. & i think today's probably the fourth night that my eyes are kok. i don't know if its becos the eyes are just plain tired or that i've got to force myself to open them to look at the damn computer screen but i've been having double vision lately. as in, the degrees like not right & i can't see clearly. lens off, specs on but still the same. even worse i think. the eyes feel really dried out. -.-z urg. 10 July hohoho. i just finished ACM proj like not long ago & have yet to enjoy fully my post-ACM project period, & now? i've got another 2 proj at hand alr. (falls to pit) & to add on, these few days have been bad bad bad ): i don't know if it's really true that mr ulcer LOVES me alot (it seems like most of my friends said so), but all i know is that this time round, this ulcer is too damn bloody unbearably painful! its so painful that it completely affected my mood like super upside down. ppl have PMS, & im having PUS (pre-ulceration syndrome) -.- i can't smile, i can't laugh, i can't eat properly, i can't think, i can't focus & i cant talk! hannah & girls saw thru my ordeal.. its really so painful that i'll snap once i start talking ))): just because of this stupid ulcer, im forced to eat congee at Flavours (the canteen that i disliked most) for 2 days straight. im forced to buy 3 bottles of water in 3 days and best thing is, i had to study for tut quiz last night but i totally can't concentrate cos' of th pain. for 2 nights, i can only cry and hold on to the pain til it subside. it sounds bad. it IS bad. )': im sorry alright ppl, if i appeared dao, or that i appeared as though i don't really want to talk to you with my short sentences or that i don't even bother laughing at your jokes. sorry...it's the ulcer )': urgg.. it's still hurting majorrrrrr ))): & thanks so much guys. for the cares & concerns (: though words can kill but yes, words can lighten up someone's day too. & no doubt, those words from you guys did (: thanks, really(:
** "Most people are stronger than they know. They just forget to believe in it sometimes." - One Tree Hill to those struggling out there, you're never made a weak one, just believe in it. Everything will be okay, in the end. If it it is not okay, it's not the end. (: (Arggggg. the ulcer's hurting again!!!!!!)
it's creepy how some personality quizzes seem to be able to read right through you sometimes. Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. if you've never realised this, words can kill. so thanks, cos yours did. crying alone just made it worse. and now, im doubting bout' my worth.. ahhh! i seriously have no energy to think properly now. but i feel like screaming and very very very very very pissed off! ARGGGGG!!!
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