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"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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一夜之间， 心啊，你为何乱成这样。。 眼泪啊，你为何模糊了我整个视线。。 哭泣声， 也只有宁静的夜晚听得见。。 心里的话语， 也只有祂明了。。 我不知道事情会是这样， 真的不知道。。 when things are better left unsaid。
for now, the irksome exams are OVER. so so OVER! and i surrender everything. to You.
(Goodbye to You)
Of all the things I believed in I just want to get it over with tears form behind my eyes but I do not cry Counting the days that past me by I've been searching deep down in my soul Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old Feels like I'm starting all over again The last three years were just pretend and I say Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to I still get lost in your eyes And it seems like I can't live a day without you Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time I want whats yours and I want whats mine I want you but I'm not giving in this time When the stars fall and I lie awake You're my shooting star i emphasize again! CNY is all about CAMWHORING. (so, im sorry if you think that its too overrated XD) what to do! there's nothing much when you go visiting, except the binging like no tomorrow part. LOL! and when the food are not yet ready, camwhore la! HHAHAHHA. amazingly, everybody around me love it tooooo :D     an unused dress, a sister's bag, an all-occasion watch, plus a matching pair of earrings & necklace and im all set! :D  Russell! :D mischevious is the right word for this godbrother. BUT,   his cuteness is irrisistable! XD  and believe it or not, he has his own Nintendo DS la!! me: "Russell, let me play your that Bee Movie game can?" Russell: "caaan" *beams* Russell: "ok ok i tell you what. you help me complete this game la, i give you my catridge ok?" me: :D "ok ok!" after awhile.... Russell: "eh wait wait! you help me complete this game, den everytime i see you i let you play my DS for awhile la. you wan to play for how many MINUTES" me: "i wan to play for 1 HOUR" Russell: "cannnott, i say MINUTES" me: "hehh.. okok 60 minutes!" Russell: "ok =D" LOLLLLLL!!!!!!! how cute can he be, tell me. HAHHAHA!!   take a closer look....  i din have time to wear this difficult-to-wear shoes properly!  _______________________________ we went over to a chalet to bai nian & there was nobody except the host to bai nian with -.- it got soooo boring that i dozed off for a million times while waiting for the adults to finish their catch-ups. soo again, when you get bored, you find something to do! me & emily went outside to have a mini outdoor "photoshoot" LOL!!!     a sudden lamp-post fetish & emotions-filled..            damn fun! :D i wonder if someone really do care to know who i really am.. i wanted to chunk in the whole CNY pictures here. but i think, i won't have the energy too. so here's day 1 and abit of day 2. just to let you know, i din get to shop for ANY new clothing (ok, except for ONE pathetic piece) or shoes for this CNY. school kept me SOOOO busy that i can't even find the time to! SAD. but lucky thing is, i bought alot of dresses last year that i've nv worn. and i don't think i can find any other time of the year to wear them again. ANYWAY, but basically, CNY's just about binging on food & MORE food (i think i gain alot in just 2 days la!) plus, camwhoring! XD   and! i got my family to take a picture everytime before we go out. :D this was Day 1 :D me: "eh eh ! 我们一起来拍照！要拍enthu enthu 的啊!! " and see what i got?  Daddy & Mummy were VERY enthu! XD XD hahahhaha.  爷爷! my damn sweet =D      my mum was exceptionally pestery on CNY. she keep asking us to take picture of her! XD  my dad's damn cuuutttee luh! HEEEE :D    ok ok. DAY 2 !    i'll continue Day 2 on another day. damn damn damn tired now. i've been so busy with CSAS presentation, tutorial quizzes, lab tests AND darn exams that i can officially just say that im physically & mentally broken, now. im getting more & more tired each day. so many photos were taken, but i can find no time to put them up. there's still more CNY, CSAS presentation & random shots. RAHHH. do anticipate. and wait til the time comes XD and for now, everyday is going to be filled with horrible muggings. OH YES i can take it! OH YES i LOOVEE studying man! absooooolutely! :D :D :D WOOOHOOO! WOOOHOOO! -.-zz LOL! oh ya, and this!  for Neh's CDS fashion board. nice bahhh! i draw, colour & add in the accessories one ok! :D :D (BUT the real designer's FIONALYX. the dress' designed by her. i merely copied to a larger version. but still, you need a good "copier" to get the same feel eh? HAHAHHAHA ) ok, im going off to die now. ULTIMAAATE CUI! oh and yes! HAPPY VALENTINE'S to all you lovelies! :D
i feel like screaming my lungs out! LIKE SERIOUSLY! im barely hanging on.
i hope with just 3 hours of sleep will help pull me through today... plus the trauma of doing a major presentation the next day. omgg.. im damn drained and cui now. CUI CUI CUI!! ):  i can feel fear squeezing its way through. don't look me in the eyes, im afraid i'll fall.
i thank God for sucha sweetie (: (M, are you seeing this? :D) _______ so much to think, so much to do. so much to face, & so much to deal. i hope i can take all of these.. God, be my light, my strength, my song. here in the love of Christ, i stand. thanks for the love. Jay's Concert 2007's OUT! :D :D :D he sings Canto best. looooovvveeeee! :D
I WANT TO GO ON A SHOPPING SPREEE! like seriously! how long more is this going to continue?
曹格's Super Sunshine album is worth every cents. and i fell in love with this song instantly. (单数) 我很清楚 爱是双数 我不哭 哭也没帮助配合演出 心里有数 下一幕你就要退出 当你淡出 心被空出 都不算数 爱的单数剩除不尽的孤独 被出卖的爱 单行的未来 你说过感动不是爱 我为谁悲哀 被出卖的爱 单程回不来 没能耐再把心剖开 活着但我不存在 我太胡涂 爱是变数 再付出也是留不住 配合演出 心里有数 你说不再没有假如 当你淡出 心被空出 都不算数 爱的单数 剩除不尽的孤独 被出卖的爱 单行的未来 你说过感动不是爱 我为谁悲哀 被出卖的爱 单程回不来 没能耐再把心剖开 活着但我不存在 被出卖的爱 单行的未来 你说不是爱 我为谁悲哀 被出卖的爱 单程回不来 没能耐再把心剖开 活着但我不存在 我明白落单了的爱 不存在 |
