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"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
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it's been quite some time since i posted up some pictures. & yes, i've got quite a handful yet to show you guys. im afraid i've not much time once work starts ): ANYWAYS! a day out at the beach. on National's. Nick finally got a day out under the hot sun. so hot that... he kinda got sunburnt bit. =X the sun was scorching & unbearably hot man. & i found out that Nick's a super racist. he started barking like mad when he heard the Indian men talking from from 10m away. since when dogs know languages?? LOL!    this this!  look at him! this pic is damn funny luh! HAHAHHAHA!! what is he doing man! XD   my one & only. (: & oh ya! Ripples really giving away free shirts & flip-flops man! :D :D plus! Neh & me are gonna open shop & tend shops together! how cool. the whole shop all to ourselves. ok, only for certain days BUT, :D :D :D ok, the schedule for me looks bit hectic with what looks like alot of full days -.- everything's nice bout working only that...... oh wells. zip. maybe i should go find another job. i don think i'll be earning much from just Rips. ok sidetrack abit. i share something with you guys ok. but cannot laugh hor. i used to want to work as a cashier when i was young. especially those carrefour ones. cos' the cash register looks more cool. LOL!! WELLLLL, everyone had childhood dreams once riiiiighhhht? i bet yours is also that kuku too! HAHAHHA. & yes! i went to IT fair today. and OMGOSHZXZXXZXXXZXZX -.- that place is so clean & empty with not a single soul!! probably like 3/4 of Singaporeans are there la for goodness sake. & before we stepped in, safe measures, bags zip zip zip. i learnt my lessons alr. those PA SHOU. really fantastic man! they wait for these kind of moments for alien years. then my aunt said sth super funny, *holds the bunch of flyers in fronta her* "aye! walk here huh, must protect behind oso must protect in front hor!" LOL!!!! & when we left, we went to check what buses are there to get out of that breathless place. so, i told them bus518 can go all the way back to tamp, express so higher charges. & i really think everyone has their bimbo moments man. cos' you know what my dearrrrr mum said? mum: "huhhh, like that can use card anot?" me: "what can use card anot? of cos can use la! then use what? HSBC card ah??" LOLS!!! nice one mum. :D i wanted so much to buy Sony T300 laaaa )): but still, no.... sigh. ok ok, i'm off to bed now. let's pray that work'll be fine & i'll be fine too. (: & my loves! meet up soon okayyys! you know who you are!! :D (雨轻轻，我听见你声音.) i can feel the mood & spirit lifting up :D almost every blog i stepped into burst into a frenzy of excitement. hhahahhaha. i screamed earlier than anyone alr. 8D & im still wondering why no one actually screamed when they stepped out of sports hall yesterday. i nearly wanted to la. LOL!! aiya! should have ask the whole class to wait til the last min to stay in sports hall THEN scream together! HAHAHAH! haw. im damn glad that i made it through, again. although i still can't believe im actually studying bio ever since i made my way into this friggin-tough-like-mad-&-can kill-you-anytime course. i dunno bout everyone, but im really thinking hard, how far still can i go? i really don't know. ok, maybe it's not just us. but i don't even know what im working hard for now & that's the thing that's draining away the fighting spirit. all i know is that, i've to do well for whatever that is coming my way. & i don't think that's enough to push me on for another, one & a half a yr? but God, time & again prove me wrong. whenever i felt tired or simply just feel like not giving a damn bout anything, He'll prove to me that i actually can do it and make it. & exams are always a time when my faith is put to a great test. "Just do your best & God will do the rest" the art of walking by faith... ok wait! this is supposed to be a WOOHA OMG YES YES EXAMS OVER! post. ok, fine, maybe ppl don't even bother reading that whole chunk. oh wells, i shall not think bout all these, at the moment. time is precious & these aren't gonna bogged me down! RAH. hhahahahha. waa & i tell you ah! 6 wks of holidays is like NOT ENOUGH can?!??!??! not when im a bad planner? & by the time i plan, holidays will be like so over??? AHHHH HELPPPP!! but anyways, enjoy your well-deserved holidays ya ppl! :D play til your hearts fly up to the skies! :D :D :D & yes! I WANT TO GO TO IT-FAIR!!!! waited for it for like a zillion years alr pls?! & i'm back working with Ripples! :D :D this time at their newly opened outlet at dhoby! & yessarr! new shirt & can wear slippers to work!! WOOHOOOO! & & & this! i can press the cash register!! HAHAHAHAHHAHA :X ........ HEE (: can i not be so independent? LET'S PARTYYYYY! 8D 8D 8D ok. it's bit too early. i haven even take my last paper yet! hahaha. see how excited. lol! yes yes, I LOVE BIOCHEM. hahahahahha. all the best people! :D
just one more day! ONE MORE. & that's the end of my sleep-deprived days. enough of 2 hours of sleep everyday. i cannot take it alr!! ): & i can't wait for today to end, fast & tmrw to come. quick quick! last night was probably one of those days that i found it diff to pass man. AIMM wasn't absorbing so well & i wasn't feeling well. what great timing. my head was throbbing mad & my eyes are really blurry. & the thing is, i can't just go and rest! & i had the runs four times this morning. dun even know what's wrong. i totally drained.... & it was pouring. actually no, i was quite happy that it rained.. & thank you Daddy, i'll take it as you've answered my prayers. no matter how short it was. alright. i can't wait for 29 Aug, & the clock to strike 11:30am, chiong out of the sports hall & hug everyone! YAYYYY! :D oh ya, paper tmrw's in sports hall. NICE. i miss O's, kinda, all of a sudden. hahahahhahhahahah. g jwys orn odulu!! EXAM MADNESS GETTING INTO YOU? ok let's sidetrack for awhile ok? you came here to see something right? so yes, here's something! laugh away those stress man. don't let them get in the way & get your mood down down down. shoo! :D :D CAUTION: SUPER HILARIOUS :D MANY LOVES PPL ♥ in a few more hours time, the papers are gonna just come & come & come & come & come & come like endless.. & the hours are gonna go ticking ever so slowly during all the cramming session. MGen (Molecular Genetics *URG*) is alr doing a great job now in sucking up all my brain juices. ALOT LEH!!!! even though Mzz Zhang gave alot of hints. omg. i looove Mzz Zhang. lol! but AHHH. im dreading all the cramming sessions. today's the 1st night, & it's quite bad alr... )))): ok cannot! ppl! CHIONG YA! C-H-I-O-N-G. just 4 days! FOUR. i want my holidays!! ): eukaryotic, nucleosomes, translation, hydroxyl, polypeptides, RNA, mRNA, tRNA, rRNA, mutations, holoenzyme, yes, yes, i love mgen, yes i love mgen, love love love....... -.- lol. i strongly deny that i have a sad life. not. All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop.. this song kept playing over & over again in my head today. an all-time favourite. it suddenly resurfaced & for some reason, it's tugging on my heartstrings. perfect song for a rainy day aye? sidenote: the best of luck for the iLLitating exams to all you sweet de ahhh. not sweet ones also. :D need love & luck can ask from me. i can share (((: be nice & leave some for me too pls. lol! MUA. the sound of the raindrops falling. it feels nice.
MELEE ROCKS TRILLIONS!!!! :D
the studying mood is not here, here , here!!! ))))): HOWWWWWWW?! im feeling everything else (bad) except to FEEL like studying, properly. it's v pek cek y'knowwwwwww! i need someone who i can study with. but really! i can't studyyy ))): sigh... soooooo! is the new bloghead nice? :D exam heat is rising like crazy alr. everyday can only be filled with mugging. im getting sick of dating the papers alr. GET LOST LUH! ok. i'll let you guys take a peek at what we're mugging. yucky sai. except Biochem tho :D 2 chapters of MGen i've not been bingeing on sinful stuffs for super long alr! guess what? I JUST RECEIVED A 2-PAGE WRITTEN LETTER FROM MY LONG LOST CHILDHOOD BESTFRIEND!! how sweet can she be??? :D :D 6 long years of lost contact. but the letter still felt so heartwarming as ever! she's the only sweetling that i think i ever wrote letters to for how long was it? 5 YEARS! after i changed pri school during p3. though far apart & with all kinds of restrictions, that led to the drifting of this beautifully forged friendship eventually, i still felt really close to her although we were connected only by pieces of papers and ink-written words. i was smiling all over when i saw the letter last night. elated, surprised (major) filled with all those warm fuzzy feelings. OMGOSH!! :D :D :D now i see how strong a friendship can be forged during those days. really strong. (: although my circle of special friends are real small, it's sufficient (: thank you guys for all these beautifully strung friendships that's so special, its not made possible without all of you. (: pls enlarge the pic to have a clearer view.
A+ your goose! lol!
& yi! i hope you love the presents & cards & balloons ya! MUA :D
don laugh huh!
COOL RIGHTZXZX?
i don't know. i've been feeling this great burden in my heart - about death. it's been on my mind for weeks, on & off. i know i can never really relate or feel the same feelings, for those who's going through the real & hard journey. but there's always this momentarily surge of emotions, that i can feel that death is around the corner. i can feel that it's near. alright, this sounds really absurd, i know. but my mind's full of it! mum talked to me about consequences a few weeks back. that there's always consequences for everything. & that you won't want to wait til one day when consequences butt in, & you'll have to bear them. what if those are heavy consequences? what if God decides upon that sacrificing someone else' life will kick you wide awake, in order to make you change... no, you won't want that day to come. time don't wait. i need some serious reflecting.. before anything, i'll like to say.. HAPPY EIGHTEEN, MY LOVER! [edit]on 080808! perfecto date! :D [/edit]  i really really thank God for you. thank you for being such a lovesome, a great friend, a lover & sister so beautiful & sweet all at the same time :D if i've never told you this before, i'll tell you now that, you have a special place in my heart! kudos to a beautiful 18! loves & kisses, Ther. im just glad that everything ended with a beautiful note. thank God for all that've happened. it's really a tough & worn out day yesterday man. it's one of those really lousy days that you have a feeling nothing's gonna right but you're praying hard deep in that the road ahead will smoothen... 1st screwed up. got disqualified for ACM hands-on prac test. im seriously really pissed with that Chooi man. i never really disrespect him or any of that sort but the thought that he's actually trying to get back to us JUST BECOS we never attended his lectures (helloo.. i don't want to attend hypnotizing and story-telling sessions!) ARGG. 2nd screwed up. Bchem proj. i want to say that i hate hate HATE projects. that pent up anger and frustrations that i tried so hard to suppress down. (the art of hiding. heh!) i was so mixed up why things aren't going right. ok. everything's over. shoo shoo shoo. but thanks girls. that we managed to get things straighten out. i really din want to see blames being pushed around. & most importantly, i really din want to see any relationships hurt in the process. but woohoo! we made it! fancy staying up til 2+, 3am in the morning to start the damn proj. actually ah, it was quite fun leh. LOL. :D there's some Biotech ppl doing the Bchem proj too at Macs. & they haven't even started planning when it's like 11pm alr when we reached? & for a moment, ok i know we're bad la, that we actually felt moralised that we're not the only ones left behind. hahahahahhahaha 8D! sorry guys. aft Neh & Fio left, me & Den stayed behind to finish up. we were cutting tapes, pasting, arranging, fixing & unfixing at the most fantastic speed ever man. like we've been doing these same things all our lives. LOL! & man! i reached home at only what? 3 going 4am in the morning. & i had to walk back home alone!!! wa i tell you ah. i was freaking out when i took the lift myself luhhhh ): & woohoo! i slept at only 4+ am -.-zzz oh wells. im just happy another storm's subsided. thanks Daddy! & i <3<3<3<3 MYMP's songs man! :D I NEED SOME DESTRESSING PILLLLSSSSS!!!!
)': & maybe some eye-mo cos' the eyeballs falling off soon! )))))))))))): |
