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"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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A7K1(: G.I.L ♥ (: Alex. Alvin. BingCong. Carole. Cherie. Chuhui. Emily. Dixie. Fiona. Gwen Hakim. Hannah. Hector. Joanna. Jocelyn. Junhui. Lydia. Nigel. Sharon. Ting Valerie. YanKai. happyther(: archives
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i feel so so much released from all the pressure that the mounts of lecture notes are putting on me. off with HAP (im happy like a bird ok! ), off with PIPC and OBC. i can't really believe that i'm left with only one more paper. THIS IS SO GREAT. & the last paper's MATH. & in case you don't know, i don't really or kinda hate math. in fact, i kinda or really love it alot. (: happy happy like a birrrrrrrrdd! i was especially thankful for the things He've done for me for the past few days during the exam period. I think, I always feel good during the exam period. He made me feel good (: and this time, i think i don't even feel a single tinge of stress in me. Not even for my most feared subject, HAP. in fact, i was especially relaxed the day before HAP paper. I was feeling so relaxed that i started feeling strange for the whole too-relaxed issue :D [and OBC, i don't know why i studied so slow yesterday. i studied from 2+ to 7+ in the school library studying only one chapter of it -.- i nearly freaked out when i knew time's running out. but somehow, i just swallowed the fact that im NOT going to finish studying for OBC. so, i continued studying SLOWLY and tried really hard to get back up from bed to mug at 3:30am which, i totally failed it. i forgot which part of me was tired, its either the eyes or the body :D and i completely can't handle that lethargicness in me. in the end i studied 4 out of 9 chapters for it.. -.- and this morning at home, knowing that im not prepared for OBC, some random tune happened to just come into my mind that moment, and i add in the words. "God will pull me through, in everything i do." (: ] AYAR. everything's over! (: AHHH, sorry i have to say this again. but im HAPPY LIKE A BIRD now. :D i must agree that poly papers passed by more faster than secondary school exams. the fact that this is not a private blog, i can't post up any bloody private shit that i want. but oh wells, the heart is the safest place. somethings are just sensitive, and you have to be sensitive enough to sense it. have you heard Ella's song for her passed away dog? its a very nice song, with really realistic words and images. everytime i hear it, i'll cry. well, can't be blamed. it reminds of nicki. and the more i think about nicki leaving me one day just kills me. here's the link: http://ahbee.imeem.com/music/YUuBMVE8/ella_qiang_qiang/ due to the absence of the mouse, i can't copy the embed here. so, if you want to hear it, you can click on the link above. AND SHIET. it suddenly hit me that, without a mouse, i can't friggin upload pictures because i can't effing navigate using the keyboard to click on the buttons above! -.- sorry guys, no pictures today.. wait, no. im supposed to be happy like a bird! :D i think i'll do abit of math later. that's all, i think. KISSES! (: the time now is, 10:04PM. The Five Love LanguagesMy primary love language is probablyWords of Affirmation with a secondary love language being Quality Time. Complete set of results
InformationUnhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others. i thought at first, before even doing the test, that PHYSICAL TOUCH will be the lowest. but no, its not. Still, it's one of the lowest. Yes, i really love it when you tell me how much you appreciate me (: words said out of the truest feelings is prized, well at least it is, to me. im very very pissed/disgusted/sickened/appalled by the things these people can do! do they even have a heart in them! ... the email i sent did not have the pictures attached, don't know why. but i stumbled into someone's blog & found the pictures. RAH! save these baby seals im totally amazed by this talented somebody. he completely awed me, seriously. whatever you're hearing now, is not out from the scores, but from this somebody's ears! what i meant was, he figured the whole songs out by listening. and then he improvised it to become this.. enjoy (: i have a sudden urge to go learn piano. & darn, i don't know how to read "dou ya". tsk! nevermind. i'll figure it out one by one after the exams. (: had the most awful math paper i've ever touched on this morning ever since a very long time. it's so sai that i got so frustrated i was messing up my hair, punching in the numbers hard into the calculator, & writing so furiously on the paper that i thought the tip of the pen might just break anytime. i nearly broke down. its so darn difficult, to punch in ALL the big numbers like 9852016! ( i wanted to type out how the workings are like, but forget it, it's too tedious) and seeing everybody writing and thinking so calmly made me even more RAHHHH. i was literally making "tsk" sounds during the paper. never mind. i was putting alot of effort in studying it.. & it turned out this way.. great. how depressing can this be. And if some of you don't know, Fiona, Carole & me went to work at the Fireworks Festival celebrations at the Floating Gallery on Saturday. It's the most amazing 1-day job you can ever find. (: hey come on, nobody gets paid to camwhore okay? And we don't just take pictures among us, but, with the thousands of people who turned up for the celebrations to catch the fireworks that day. Imagine it, thousands of people coming down ASKING you whether YOU can take pictures WITH them (: jealous eh? :D :D but like what Fiona said, it was friggin tired to smile & pose for a total of 6 hours. Go read her blog and try the smiling test. :D you'll get what we mean. & since she's gonna kope pictures from us, i shall upload only ONE photo. HAHAHAHAHA.
the balloon girls :D aren't fio & role pretty? <3
i want to go munch on alot of things. it's been so long since i've ate Sakae, Billy's, Ben & Jerry's! & alot others i can't remember. RAHHHHHH. i miss the potato croquette... pouts. :D i want to eat Yoshinoya tooooo (: wow. so random. haha. CIAO my loves (: im so gonna get my hands on the SECRET OST.. (:  some of the piano pieces in it. hearing this can make me cry man. there's 20 songs altogether, i think. & yes, i will BUY it(: don't go downloading it anywhere okay, you whoever's reading this. (: YAY :D so maybe i'll be able to catch this year's fireworks after all. cos i'll be at marina bay, working -.- LOL. it's a good job alright. well, i HOPE it will be a good job. and also, the job pays really well too (: 10bucks per hour. & i'll be working for six. (: balloon balloon balloon. HAHA. okay, im off to studying before i go to work. OR ELSE, i'll have no time or energy to study! man. i din know exams are so near. tsk. oh man, i still can't get over Wang Li Hong in this music vid! look at him at 2:26 & 2:55! (i wanted to note this here long time ago, but im lazy) oh man oh man oh man oh man. HAHAHAHA. -.- okay. its been quite awhile since i wrote anything here. well, one part was, i don't feel like or rather, i don't want to jot down any bit of the happenings which went on the past few days. another part was, i forgot about it. anyway, the i-don't-want-to-blog feeling became an im-lazy-to-blog mode. so whoopee! i've got like hundreds of photos clotted up in my phone & i've yet to clear them. yep, you guessed it. so here i am. some of the photos were even dated back to like say, one month ago? yes, ONE MONTH AGO :D let's see.  some random pic i took after staying over at charlene's. was rushing back home from her house and then to school. she cycled me to school ok! :D look at the disastrous mismatched top, shorts & shoes!   i think this was when we were on our way to M&M. if you noticed the super distracting twist of fiona's. it was there to cover some things.......  HER BIG PIMPLE! :D she looks happy with it, don't she? HAHA.    uncategorised photos of fio & hen. (: fiona does really have MANY spastic faces. there's more later. LOL.  hen after being attacked by her friend. cute, isn't she? :D :D  & there! nice face fio! while waiting for OBC teacher to come for tutorial lesson, which she totally forgotten. and so, that's when it gave us plenty of time to rubbish around. and look at what dear fiona chose to do, to rubbish with my hair....  her nice piece of punk/emo or whatever you called it hair art. HAHA. -.-      look at the first four pics. don't they look happy? candid shots of fio & carole. (: seriously, all my friends' laughter are very amusing.  LA BI XIAO XIN! (: not really obvious though. haha!    really random pictures. HAHA. too random until i have no words to describe it. but just here, for the record (:  LOOK AT THE FORK! hahaha. den found it at ITAS. i wonder how in the world did the person eat til the fork became so dented. and it's not any normal dent. look carefully, it looks like it's shaped into something. more camwhore photos in the lecture! can you see my feet in the last one? LOL.  take 2. take 3. take 4. take 5. take 6. all 5 of us! den, me, carole, hannah, and fiona (: wonderful people who make life in school a bit more interesting, amusing, crazy & bearable (: i tell you, we camwhore alot! anywhere you can think of. even on taxis.    that's joanna. my classmate (: she wanted to cover her face but it turned out to be quite a nice pose. LOL. COURTNEY & BRITNEY. ok, don't ask me why their named such bimbotic names. LOL. two beautiful ladies too (:  den's counselling Britney. She's feeling lost, you see. She's up for adoption. And couldn't adapt to the shelter's environment. Of course she can't. She's after all a show dog.    more pictures of Courtney(:    den's recent infatuation. LOL. ain't she cute?? :D after so many pics of the dogs. all of us were resting it was camwhore again! LOL  carole's failed attempt to act emo. :D  so she thought covering her face will make it more real. failed. and so....  we tried the paul twohill look. LOL! super funny ok! carole still look funny! HAHAHHA. i prefer her with a smiling face. (: YAY! YAY! YAY! thank goodness. i'm done with all the pictures! (plus those below.) this is horribly time consuming! it took me like more than 2hours to finish this?? -.-"""""" madness! im not gonna do this again, unless im bloody free like sai. i've still got csas written assignment to do & i've not bathe yet! this is only half of the pictures, my readers. i's so tiring to put them up that i've decided to stop here for today. HAW. OKAY. just one last bit. i shall hereby dedicate one huge space for my Beloved(: the forever little guy with his forever cute little face.  my dear nick.       .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) you brought life into this house dear boy. you taught love and patience to everyone in the family. you crawled and touched our hearts with your tail wags, that irristable look of yours and your pure & innocent nature.. i love you, boy. though i still think your saliva is eewy. LOL. don't worry, nick's not dead yet. don't you guys have to agree that he's the cutest thing in the world? LOL. well, at least he is, in my world. |
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