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one in this ♥ world
"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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about this blog
name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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A7K1(: G.I.L ♥ (: Alex. Alvin. BingCong. Carole. Cherie. Chuhui. Emily. Dixie. Fiona. Gwen Hakim. Hannah. Hector. Joanna. Jocelyn. Junhui. Lydia. Nigel. Sharon. Ting Valerie. YanKai. happyther(: archives
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the thought of it hurts. what more can i say.
mass strike! the feedback survey came at a very good time. :D Please preview your answers for the survey questions. If the information is incorrect, click 'Back' to answer again. Qn1) I can perceive the relevance of the subject to my course of study. Ans: Animal Anatomy and Physiology Human Physiology and Immunology Qn3) I find that the difficulty level of the subject is manageable. Ans:None of the above Qn4) I find that the work load of the subject is manageable. Ans: None of the above Qn5) I feel that the lab (scientific / computer) resources for the subject have enhanced my learning. Ans: Basic Microbiology Human Physiology and Immunology Qn6) I feel that the library resources for the subject is / are adequate. Ans: Human Physiology and Immunology (although i never went to research for anything :D) Qn7) I feel that the student services rendered by ASc general office is adequate. Ans: Agree Qn8) Lecturers are generally effective in teaching and helping students to learn. Ans: Agree Qn9) I am satisfied with my learning experience in my diploma course. Ans: Disagree Comment (the finale) : I feel that the stress level and the amount of work load we are getting for this sem is so unmanageable that it's way beyond one's limit. the quizzes and tests felt endless and they keep coming up one after another. besides, tutorials and labs are still on at the sametime. over these two weeks, there's a total of 8 tests & quizzes together + graded tutorials and lab reports to do. and with the thought that after all these, there's still the term tests coming in like one week. i broke down. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA! i seriously need some cheering up. reallay. someone, anyone!
when anger falls in, and builds up, yet, all that can be done was only to keep it in, that's something i can't handle. i flared, but ended up with only more frustrations, guilt, and tears. ( not in the best of moods. )
 Temperament Flexible
Interests Simple
Amusement Thoughtful
Passion Traditional
___________________ it seems like facebook's tests are quite accurate after all. (: when sleeping becomes the most blissful thing you can ever do in the whole world, so prized that i'll trade anything just to have it. that's practically how bad i've not been catching up with my sleep. i've not been sleeping well for two to three days and yes, you guessed it. because of the so many quizzes that's up. i was so awfully shag that im almost dragging myself back home after the test today. i was contemplating whether i should go enjoy myself before the day ends but, the horrible fatigue stopped me. i rushed home & slept for a full good 3 hours, without even waking up in between. the sleep was so deep that i forgot why was i at home when i woke up. LOL. and i think the stress kinda got into me, because on both days of the 2 quizzes, my stomach ached like nobody's business. the pain was unbearable. but thank God, it went on only in the morning before sch starts. im sorry that my entries now are nothing but just quiz, school, fatigue & study. but that's basically what's filling up my days now! O.O i din know my days in poly will be this daunting. that everyday, i think of nothing but just studies & more studies! -.- and greatness is, term test is coming in like, TWO WEEKS? RAHHHHH! anyway, i've got alot of photos up (: and again, im gonna dump all of them in one go before time runs out.    (fiona claimed that Nick looks like a seal? no? LOL) CCN Day lots of time to diddle before going to school, & i was all switched to holiday mode :D  can you feel the happy drift?        and on other days when mugging gets right into the head, its always good to have something to help with the destressing. and the poor thing had to be,  Nick. :D  he was all reluctant bout doing the posing & shooting, but oh wells, he loves me! so he had to do it :D!  and i just had to get him to do the punk look again.    (handsome beh? :D )    ("i really don't feel like doing this..... ") ok, just a note. there's still a few of his photos coming up. can't help it aye, he IS the cutest thing on earth. & the best destresser :D      muggin sucks energy! alot of them. okay. i think i'll end it here for the day. im gonna rush to bed right now & take in as much hours as possible to sleep! goodnights earthlings!  rainy night + trembling cold & lonely bus ride home + dead phone
= a struggle for time to pass fast. im so tired ):
i'll go hug the cutest thing on earth now. & what's the cutest thing on earth ever?
him (:
i can't believe i managed to make it home tonight. i was so awfully tired in school today that i fell asleep at almost every places i went to. and it's infuriating when i can't friggin stay awake and keep those eyes open. my mind was drifting so faraway that i was struggling to keep up with what the lecturer was saying. URGH. the fatigue got me into a switched-off mode half of the day. i was irritated, but i don't know what i was irritated bout. and i was completely sehhhhh at the last part during AAP lab. and it was a friggin three long hours. and greatness was that we had no tables. & my back was aching, again. how bad can it get. anyway, the ice coffee helped a teeny weeny bit for awhile after HPI lect. cos i got all high for some short one hour with fiona, doing Barney happy jump :D woohoo! & fianlly, we handed in our HPI lab report. you have no idea how relieved i was after i dropped the report into the lecturer's locker. im so off & done with it. (: and another great thing was, i slept with my contacts on at hannah's house last night because i've got no solutions with me. thought i could rush back home to wash it this morning, but ended up i'll get late if i did. so in the end, i had to wear it till im back home. and this doesn't help much in the horrible fatigue, no, it kinda made it worse. okkk. there's some prob with my phone USB cable and i can't get pictures into the com now. URGH. alright nevermind. i tried my best guys. lol. alright, i'll go catch some sleep before i embark on my studying journey. with fiona. :D! AHH, loooooooovvvvvee Nick! (: i think im the only dumb one who's struggling with a lab report. but yes, im struggling! really hard. (something else seems to be pressing on me. and its not helping much with the pressure.) CCN Day yesterday was awesome! :D the happy drift got into me that even when i reached home, im still very high. (:D!) despite im super sehh after a day of morning madness, "sun bathing", dehyration & body aches. -.-zz i think my class did great. :D & i felt the class thing. HAPPY :D TRIAL DAY, i think our posters are really one of a kind luh. LOL. its fantastically good quality which costs us quite a bomb too. HOHO.  (if you look carefully, you'll see that Nick had been violated by my dear friends. and just a note, Nick's my boy. yes, BOY. ) & on the actual day!  gwen's darling, DouDou. what a beauty (:  and here's Happy, Doudou & Dexley (is it spelt this way?) for you. plus another 3 smexies. HAHAHAHHA. i was really over Happy. she's such a adorable little one! ain't she Fio? :D  & Dawn's chubby cat. if you noticed, all their furs are of the similar colour combi. ^^ ok, and right now, after all the fun, i've to "spartan" (:D!) myself to do the most dreadful thing on earth. MUG. (do you want one? i can share.) & i've yet to have the results of the stupid HPI lab results! how am i sup to do the lab report this way?? RAHHH. ELATED IS THE WORD. this overjoyed feeling is so overwhelming that i think i can dance around for hours. :D ok, im happy that i don't have to study for tonight. hey, i know its no big deal to some of you but it is to me ok! you can't understand the pressure felt trying to cram all 4 bio subj into the head. its madness, im tellin you. but, YAYYYYYY! its over, for now (: & ): bad news is that Nick's still having soft stools for the third day already.. im worried sick. the first day, we found blood in his poo. & i was totally horrified when my mum came & told me about it. its the third day, no more blood but the stools are getting softer and softer ): what am i gonna do? poor Nick is so damn skinny! oh my gawd... ):
shikes! all these memorising is going to squeeze me real dry soon! God, i need some help! AAP, HPI & BMic quizzes all cramped into two days. With three AAP lect notes that adds up to 24 pages, 72 slides and with millions of words, and HPI notes that makes absolute no sense, and not to forget, the not-at-all-touch-yet BMic. alright, im gonna prepare my death now. bye. im gonna take away Jay's playlist below. people who wish to hear, please please please buy ok? say no to piracy! well at least to Jie Lun's songs :D it's the Jay's craze now. & this guy makes me go crazy over his works all over again. (if you've been reading my journal, he's the one who improvise all the Secret OST and fuse them into one song (: ) 青花瓷 最长的电影 this is another guy/girl's work piece. (:D!) 彩虹 i love the way this song touches me. it warms the heart. At The Cross Oh Lord You've searched me You know my way Even when I fail You I know You love me Your holy presence Surrounding me In every season I know You love me I know You love me At the cross I bow my knee Where Your blood was shed for me There's no greater love than this You have overcome the grave Your glory fills the highest place What can separate me now You go before me You shield my way Your hand upholds me I know You love me You tore the veil You made a way When You said that it is done And when the earth fades Falls from my eyes And You stand before me I know You love me I know You love me **
today's plan didn't quite turn out perfect. when school ended, me & fio had to rush to our 6pm facial appt but instead, i rushed back home to get my student pass becos they needed it. ok, time wasted. got on bus 23 but had to alight it because fiona din manage to get on MY bus. so, i waited for her bus 23 to come along and board it, again. time wasted. but it was the peak hourswhen we left and we were stuck in a heavy traffic jam. more time wasted. when we got there, turned out that we have to make yet another appt with them because apparently, we were just too late -.- thought i could have a nice dinner after that whilst holding my hunger pangs for ultimately long. but when me & fio happily bounced off to find Pastamania at Bugis, its no more there -.- wlaoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! & now, i still don't see my dinner any where ):
an album worth buying!
and his concert! by far the most coolest concert poster ever. with all these mountful note copying, reading & more copying and reading, i can already literally feel those molecules & cells bombarding me! that's very horrible! imagine you writing notes for FOUR different bio subjects. O.O" don't think about it. and when your copied notes have become part of your treasure and effort, you'll never want to find out one day that parts of it are missing. O.O""" no. you don't want to even think about that. i thought i lost mine just now! & wlaooo, you can imagine the frustrations cooking. thinking about wasting my whole afternoon away writing something im gonna lose in minutes made me sick, what's worst is having to think about RE-writing the whole chunk again. O.O""""""""" NO WAY!! but no la (: when i've already made up my mind to just rewrite the whole damn thing, i saw the paper hidden just nicely under my lecture notes. waaaa, super happy ok! :D ok, the thought of NYAA suddenly came to my mind. should i join it? im still pondering over whether to take part in it. should i? me & fiona thought of taking up a grooming course for the "skills" section. but well, i don think i need any grooming course to teach me how to groom Nick. cos i think im doing a pretty good & clean job now. HAHAHHAHA :D  the sad drenched man to a.. handsome umbrella! LOL.   not bad huh. LOL. (and just a note, why nobody say baby ther cute huh???? TSK. :D!!!)
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