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"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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A7K1(: G.I.L ♥ (: Alex. Alvin. BingCong. Carole. Cherie. Chuhui. Emily. Dixie. Fiona. Gwen Hakim. Hannah. Hector. Joanna. Jocelyn. Junhui. Lydia. Nigel. Sharon. Ting Valerie. YanKai. happyther(: archives
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oh man. seriously, i suddenly fell in love with 方大同 & his songs! (: i was still making fun of his name calling him 方大便 this morning. BUT how can i make fun of someone's name whose songs are so darn nice? TSK. i deserve to bang into the wall. :D i love the way he makes his music. everything just falls in nicely & i love the sound the guitar makes, i tell you! & at the live music concert today, don't really expect anything. but WOAH. (: the way he played the guitar was so.. mesmerising. i can feel myself sinking into the music man. HAHA. love love love (: is it me or is it the weather that it's very hot? yesterday i was so super tired, & i mean SUPER. i feel totally lethargic & feel there's ZERO energy left in me. after k-boxing with fiona, i was at the verge of going into shut-down mode already. & the thought of having to walk to the interchange & wait & take a bus & STILLwalk back home, just killed me. yes, im that tired. i don't even know what is the matter with me. i thought i was going to come down with a fever because i can literally feel my skin burning inside. like as if heat is simming out through my skin, you know. & the moment i laid on my bed, it's like the bones are so stiff and suan to the max that i cant get back up. i crawled around the bed ok. & i couldn't open my eyes. i was so uncomfortable, i went to bed at 9+. nice (: LOL. in lesson today was SOO hilarious. stupid carole! HAHA. i can't explain your damn hilarious actions here but DON'T DISGRACE YOURSELF again la! :D :D & i failed HAP. sighs. i kind of expected them. but still, thank God that i passed the rest & i've managed to get 2 As ((: if it's not for You, i won be able to make it. i don't really believe to know that i'll get 41/50 for PIPC. & CSAS. haha. tsk! CSAS is not an exam. -.- OH MAN. im sorry but i don't want to go through everything again. the things that somehow made my life abit more worrying & heavier. i'd really prefer a lighter life with nothing much that'll impact & affect a whole lot deal of my emotions & my moods. im sorry; my head is so itchy!! HAHA. -.- haha. all the three posts below are full of photos thrown here in one go. you have to start reading from below. there's still alot that i want to post up. but no time. (: enjoy & can i ask for a little favour? i want everyone you out there, yes, to stay happy and keep that happiness beating okay? (: GRADUATION DAY (: i bet all of you must be thinking what graduation day am i talking about. NAH. not the graduation night i had last year. & nope, not any simple or ordinary grad you're thinking about. no one will think bout this but, it's a SUPER PROPHETIC ADVANCED graduation (: i had so much fun taking pictures & the best part is, i graduated with.. my mum(:
& isn't it great to graduate together with your mum? YES! (:  1. a little tidying up to do.  2. almost done. i cant wait! :D
3. with one last touch of the 方帽,VOILA! (: (sorry for the durian that shouldn't be there. if you notice) isn't my mum cute? that she's actually doing this with me! (:
its a very rare chance to take a graduation picture together with your mum okay. im so blessed! (:
okay. in case anyone of you is thinking what rubbish am i talkin about in this post (: well, you're right. those above are just rubbish. LOL. okay wait. not rubbish, but rather, an awesome act. & an amazing time fooling around with my mum. :D alright. where did i get all these graduation suits? many thanks to my great mum who's in charge of some graduation thing for the seniors the previous day. all the old ah pek and ah ma got to wear all these grad suits for their once in a lifetime graduation day! & it was published this morning in zaobao & everyone came to church gaga over it. :D (my dad bought it first thing in the morning la) well, from what i heard from my mum, the two suits that the both of us are wearing are not any ordinary grad suits. they are not meant for the students but for some PhD and VIP. *eyes blink blink* :D and yes, we took MANY PICTURES. or rather, me(:
okay. this is a very humble smile to say that im sorry for.. ALL THE CAMWHORING (: & to say that, "yes, you can rest your eyes now" :D hmmm. i wonder how many i'll take when the real graduation comes when i've actually took so much on an informal one already. deep thinking... lastly, I LOVE YOU, MUMMY! more funny pictures to come. (: goin off to bathe now. STAYOVER AT CAROLE'S when you know something that's called a MacBook i bet you'll want to take this many photos with its built-in cam & a wow!-that's-so-cool photo booth in it (: don't deny it. i think MacBooks are really cool stuffs. no wonder Carole love it so much. lol. but nah. my own computer is enough, im contentedyou see (:
what big nostrils she has. LOL. & yes. did i mention that carole's dog BJ (Bundle of Joy) was super cute but unexpectedly "huge"? LOL. not HUGE la. but it was bit unexpected that he'll be that big for a yorkshire. okay, super emphasized. not yorkshire, but yorksire mix. &! he bit me in the face! alright, maybe after all carole was right that BJ don't like me. BUT I REFUSE TO ACKNOWLEDGE THAT. he kissed me ok! :D that's the little rascal furball. LOL. oops.
carole! teach me how to cook Jap curry rice ! (: i've missed out on alot of things. & the fact that i have to say about them is because i've got UNCOUNTABLE photos to share! (: i'll list them out. LIST OF EVENTS 1. ToysR'Us little expedition 2. Stayover at Carole's 3. Studyin tong xiao at Charlene's 4. Me & Mum's Grad Day ((: LOL. and yes, there'll be some random pics. & this time i'll be clever enough not to put up all the pictures in ONE post. to save me time draggin down the pics from the top of the textbox to the bottom -.- .. :D haha. ToysR'Us (: i forgot who's idea it is to take pictures with all the ridiculous stuffs :D OH WELLS.
  my dog ain't fierce/horrible/cocky/or any of the sort you said ok carole ogawa! LOL. he's a LOVE & i have proof! - - - - - - - - - - there you go (:
ZOMG. im doing a CARD in the middle of the night. for goodness gracious -.- ok. i tried drawing two birds with the help of pictures online. & its ... i've-got-nothing-to-say. haha. i'll show you guys my art next time. lol. its really i've-got-nothing-to-say :D & the stupid nose is irritating me! im so blocked & sai1. :( man. to think that i wish for flu to come. hahaha. so so pissed. finally realised why some of my songs in imeem playlist had been cut down to a pathetic 30SEC. as a matter of factly, well i think they are trying to stop illegal listening or rather, FREE listening. imeem just don't want people to listen to the whole song FOR FREE. they are quite clever now. if you like the song, simple. you'll have to upload them from your own music library. -.- GRRR! loving this song. (love "half alive" too but cant share now. its cut down.) It's funny how you think you really know yourself Like you would never lose yourself to someone else And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me Silly silly me I should have never listened to a word you said But I was always giving in to promises I never should have gone for I should never long for you no matter how hard it gets And I want this to be over I so want this to be through In the end somehow it always comes back to you Cause everywhere I go No matter what I do boy I just can't get you out of my head So it annoys me (You wasn't man enough) To come and tell me (That I was never the one) Like you said I was (You could have told someone) You knew you didn't love me anymore If you had only told me how you really felt I could have put my feelings into someone else But I was busy thinkin' I was where I was supposed to be Silly silly me But there was something 'bout you that I couldn't resist Can't put my finger on it but whatever it is I never should have stood for it I know you're no good for me And that's the way it is And I want it to be over I so want it to be through In the end somehow it always comes back to you I tell myself Get over you It's over right Right thing to do And just when I thought I was done You pull me in for another run I can't take thisI won't take this I can't do this I Won't do it Even if I know in the end somehow it always comes back to you Everywhere I Go.Katherine McPhee okay. its been long since i really update on what happened this past few days. i'll just share some photos that me&yi took on last thursday7June, when we went to kbox. our favourite(: but.. there's none that showed us IN the room, singing. haha. .jpg) after kboxing, we went to shop around & sth caught our eyes. BASKETS! ((: lol. was choosing betw white/black/red. well, there's only these 3 colours. i would have harbour second thoughts bout getting the bag but yi was like " let's buy la! (: " HAHA. & bang! "okay! BUY " besides, there's also a 20% discount for the bags. yi was very relunctant when we took this. eventhough she looked "happy" LOL. .jpg) & we both bought the RED one (: .jpg) then we went to arcade to play DDR and BASKETBALL (: it's been a LONG time..jpg) .jpg) okay. on the way back on the train, we were fooling around. lol. was trying to get her to do her rolleyes stunt but this came out. .jpg) nevermind. TRY AGAIN.. & check this out! this is way sooo SCARY! xD & TADAH! LOL! there you go, freaks on the train. (: well, i dont care what scene we made on the train. we were just merely having fun. had a GREAT BIG TIME! thanks yi, for the company. & thank me, for my company. LOL!! :D now i know why fiona says she needs DAYS to post up a photo blog. man. i only put up like a few? but it took me like so long to finish it up? EEE. haha. hope you're doing fine. man. it took me like 10000000 decades to finish editing the skin ok. first, i couldn't find a nice pic to replace the previous one on top. ( ok, i know this is STILL ugly) second, i couldn't figure out what's the friggin' prob when the backgrd turned out white. third, the columns were so narrow that everything jus overlapped each other. -.- fourth, imeem & youtube box were TOO big. fifth, most of the pictures i found didn't turn out visible -.- becos the pixels are too small. and you have those ugly dots and squares. OH WELL. im done. this was the actual skin. http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=101502&action=Preview. i know the previous picture was nice. but.. i don't know. i've got alot of things to post up about. but, yes but again. i don't think it feels right to post them up now. im feeling everything. don't care about me or even ask about how im doing, because im not the hurting party. i don't deserve concerns, because im feeling guilt in everything. even being happy. this is so super darn HILARIOUS! especially at the last part. xD xD (: go take it! http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/545295 its no fun bloghopping and coming online. no one updates and talks to me! OH WELLS. im bit sunburnt now. thanks to the scotching sun this two days. i din get to take any photos for the adoption drive yesterday sunday! i thought i'll know all the dogs there that will be up for adoption. but, it turned out den only three were? the rest are PUPPIES! and other foster dogs that i've never seen in M&Ms before. the PUPPIES are awesomely adorable. seriously, i've never ever played with real puppies in my life before. im serious -.- LOL. and there's this couple who rescued three mongrel pups from their factory. and the pups are so darn CUTE la. I NEVER TAKE PHOTOOOOO! these puppies were left unfed because the mum turned out to have Aids(i think) and couldn't produce any milk anymore for her puppies. they caught hold of my heartstrings ( like what carole said (: ) that i have a sudden thought to want to bring one of them home. mongrels they are, but yet so irrisistable. MAN. its so dumb of me to NOT take pictures! whole lots of people came but it's kinda sad and expected for most to be interested in the puppies and not the dogs who's already in M&Ms for quite awhile. but hope that ALL of them will catch the heart at least one of them who came to see them that day(: im feeling happier, truthfully. and it's been long since i trouble or cry. is this the life that i want? wanted to share some of the stupid quizzes i did. but i'm not so sure what's wrong with the HTML. -.- i'll find a way. and then post it up(: LOL. OH YAR. YOOHOO ANIMAL LOVERS OUT THERE (: you must, and i say MUST or if you want to get a loving pet for LIFE. come see this (:  THE MUTT-VELLOUS(:
anyone who sees this. do come and see all the lovables(: and i really hope that Milo and the rest will really get into heartwarming homes that they can call their own. they do really deserve kisses and hugs like any housepets get.
term tests are FINALLY over. i totally caught myself breathless in the whole process. man. how bad can it get, tell me. but.. i almost wanted to kill myself today. i wanted to do well for OBC. but what happened in the end? i cant remember so many of the reactions.. -.- but im super glad that everything's over. i did feel like i was having o's or sth man. the stress level was UNINMAGINABLE. lol. and seriously, not that i want to complain. but im getting really sick of me getting all the uncountable ulcers okay. and this time, they are completely intolerable. and i mean it. intolerable. its so intolerable that i can't smile bigly or talk for long. and i so don't want to put the what watermelon powder. it hurts so really badly this time round.. =' gonna have Discovery Camp for 2D1N. on what? leadership -.- LOL. yes, it's one of those camps in primary and secondary schools. not really looking forward to all the talks and sharing and presentations. eeks. but games ((: haha. and BBQ :D let's see. one of the things is that we're going to hear the VOICES in us. "Embracing each others Differences" that's what they call it. i wonder what i'll find out. but the only thing for the first day that's interesting is BBQ. lol. MARINATED STINGRAYS ((: i cant wait. i've yet to pack everything. im LAZYY. -.- oh wells. shall pack it tmrw. im so so sleepy. give me rest please. ELLIOTT YAMIN LYRICS Wait For You [Verse 1] I never felt nothing in the world like this before Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door Why did you have to go? You could have let me know So now I'm all alone, Girl you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand And all my tears they keep running down my face Why did you turn away? [Bridge] So why does your pride make you run and hide? Are you that afraid of me? But I know it's a lie what you keep inside This is not how you wanted to be [Chorus] So baby I will wait for you Cause I don''t know what else i can do Don't tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I'm fine it just aint true I really need you in my life No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you [Verse 2] It's been a long time since you called me (How could you forget about me) You got me feeling crazy (crazy) How can you walk away,Everything stays the same I just can't do it baby What will it take to make you come back Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me Don't leave me crying. [Bridge] Baby why can't we just start over again Get it back to the way it was If you give me a chance I can love you right But your telling me it wont be enough [Chorus] So baby I will wait for you Cause I don''t know what else i can do Don't tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I'm fine it just aint true I really need you in my life No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you [Bridge] So why does you pride make you run & hid Are you that afriad of me? But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside Thats not how you wanted to be Baby I will wait for you Baby I will wait for you If it's the last thing i do [Chorus] Baby I will wait for you Cause I don't know what else i can do Don't tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you you think I'm fine it just aint true I really need you in my life No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you I'll Be Waiting.
i don't what to say over here. just feel like typing out something. i thank you for everything, too. and i thank you for those last words. goodbye. time will do her healing. |
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