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name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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 Eyes are closing on me soon. My heart and soul's totally not anywhere near here. I finally finished CD II Assignment but it feels unfinished still.. The brain was so blank just now that i started panicking as i saw the time tick away.. sch's makin me loving to hate it. tmrw's gon be a looong day, fr 9AM - 11PM.. catch me if i fall.. I just want to snuggle into bed right now, hug Nick to sleep & call it a day. Gotta wake Neh up at 7:30AM tmrw cos in her words, "i scared i snooze until nv wake up". ok, let's hope i can wake up meeself cos snoozing is kinda like my forte tooo (1hr!).. & i think she forgets that. LOL. ok, let's pray hard now tt i can wake up toooooo! >.< the heart is deceitful?
One in this world for everyone
my wonder fingers just repaired, & got out the stucked earring which had been inside the printer for days! WOOHOOO! now i can brag bout it to mee mum & prove t her tt i really did what she asked me to, in her words, "better solve that YOURSELF!" :D pls pat my shoulder, & say "good job, ther!" HAHAHA :D & hoi! my turtle earring surprisely is still in good shape after all that crushing & squashing! * a zoom zoom update! :D  yet another CNY (: hope all of you guys' had fun visiting, & for the majority, enjoying this in-time and precious break! snapshots up once im done w the edits! (: (note: don dare to put up SOON. cos im afraid it won be that SOON. HAHA.) i can't believe i got the chance to REALLY sleep in today! BEAMS PLS! hahahha. mum & i was so guilty aft all the gorging of food right smack on the 1st day of CNY alr! curry and curry & MORE curry! so guilty that we set off for a good run that night. AND, tonight. its major satisfaction laaaaa :DD minus all tht post-run cramps i always get right after. pain like sai BUT worth it. i secretly love that feeling you get after a good run. heehee :j ok, my whole body's aching from all that running. DAMN NUAAA NOW. & ok, don smack me in the head. i've actually been squeezing studying times in betw CNY. like ok ok ok. NO LIFE I KNOW. buttttt ): you should really my scheduler... i don't even wanna take another look at it... sigh. so many ppl to catch up with, so many things on hand, so many stuffs to cope, so much to rush out thru, so many places i want to go, so many things i'd rather do, ...but so little time. big sigh. can i slash "little" away and slot in " much"? i want more time, Lord. ok, stay strong now, ALL OF YOU! together, we'll not fall! "united we stand, divided, we fall!" HAHHAHAHA :D i wanna watch: MARLEY & ME + BRIDE WARS! time again! oh ya! CALLING FOR HELP! anybody know how to put up Haloscan on the blog? like with the "Leave a comment" link after every post? i feel like taking away cbox. LOL. anyoneeeee? (: i feel like drinking Wang's Cafe's coffeeee! random cravings again. * I've been searching for A heart that needs a heart like mine I've been reaching for A hand that understands I've been waiting for Someone that I can love that loves me Loves me for the one that I am Someone to hold me when I'm lonely Someone to keep the rain away One in this world for everyone One heart One soul to walk beside you One in this life to share your love One touch To touch the heart inside you Wanna reach for each night Wanna trust with your life Thats what I believe You're the one You're the one in this world for me I've been praying that Someone like you would rescue me I've been hoping that I'd find my way to you I've been dreaming that Somehow I'd finally find somebody Somebody to make my dreams come true Someone to hold me when I'm lonely Someone to give my whole world to One in this world for everyone One heart One soul to walk beside you One in this life to share your love One touch To touch the heart inside you Wanna reach for each night Wanna trust with your life Thats what I believe You're the one You're the one in this world for me Someone to hold me when I'm lonely Someone to tell my secrets to Someone who's living for me only Someone to give my whole world to They say they say They say they say.. ♥
CNY's tmrw!! & it'll be the start of the weight-gaining program! like AHHHHH! today's reunion lunch and dinner was alr doing their thang la! &! home-cooked food are still the love man! all my fav dishes are out today! :D soup, nai nai cooked steamed fish, curry, braised pork, nua nua cabbage +++ mmmm~ ^^ i really hope the days after CNY won't come so fast.. Haircut at Aunty Fiona's last wed. it's an in-house hairdressing salon. she's one of those hairdressers who'll make you feel like you're safe hands. & i need that. LOL! we made an appt at 4:30PM but guess what? we only get our hair cut at 7PM. O.O we were sooo ultra bored that me & fio did quite alot of stupid things. like really stuuupiidd! it was smackin funnayee man! ok i shall wait for Neh to send me the viddd :D pardon all the kuku photos. :D we were so bored we decided to play a one-pin each time hair deco game. HAHAHHA.  wooo! its 3:42AM! & im still doing personality quizzes! LOL!
thank God i made it home... mr headache has been knocking on the door alot lately but today's was one of those that i couldn't handle. & worst thing was, im outside. i practically dragged myself back from Toa Payoh to Tamp. and i could feel the nauseous feeling stirring up when i left. sorry jo, that you saw me in that state & got you worrying. but the head was throbbing mad and when i knew i was gonna throw up anytime, i was trying my best to suppress it til i get off the train station at Buangkok. thanks jo, again for waiting w me til my bus came. but, the nauseous feeling came back the moment i boarded the bus. and man, i was so afraid i will throw up halfway through that i was praying hard that the feeling'll go away and i forced myself to sleep... i don't know. i was feeling another thing. all of a sudden, i just felt really alone and really "on my own" and all i could depend on was that faith to keep me strong and get me home and, myself.. i hate it when things like this happen. i hate feeling so, vulnerable. but really, thank you so much Lord. that you did keep me strong and get me home safe.. sigh. & i've yet to eat anything since 11am... first & probably the last. expectance.
i've got like a bump of many little water bubbles on my lips now. & it's painful and itchy all at the same time! ))): URGGGLLLYYYY!
everyday seems to be all about trying hard to keep those eyes wide open, and getting my body functioning properly. i wonder how long more can i take this accumulating fatigue.. it's either the body's gonna fail me someday soon or i'm taking out the white flag. oh mannnn, keep going girl. keep going.. * it's playing on repeat. I'm falling into memories of you, and things we used to do. Follow me there A beautiful somewhere A place that I can share with you * oh ya. My sis & i just spent like $100+ on online clothings over this week. First time ever & not exactly the shiokest feeling, of knowing that your money just flew away with a click of those buttons but! can't wait for the clothes to arrive! :D No hassle, no crowds. Just sit back and wait for the parcels to come knocking at the door. Perfect or what! :D & thanks Noooooob budd! your handicraft's making it difficult for me to not suspect if you're secretly a girl deep within. HAHHAHAHHAHAH. omgg runn! :D but thumbs up! alright, i need to get out my butt outta here. the eyes are so dropping out soon! o.o * last one before i go. thought i'd share this. :D  i was even shorter once upon a time. & i wore HIGH WAIST SKIRT! hahahahhahahah! koodles now earthlings! (:
why does it always have to be like this? seeing the com hang on you is one of the last things that you wish to happen when doing your research. LIKE URGGGGG. breathe in breathe out! my patience was really tested just looking at the mouse pointer taking forever to move from one place to another, waiting for the sun to come out while the window slowly pops out and says hi & just see myself stoning away and breathing hard to keep myself cool. ok, AhDis assignment down & that's only one! i've still got another one which i have no kuku idea how to even start! o.o did anybody realised that half of january's already gone? my gosh. work in school is ever still piling & showing us no mercy at all. & really, im not kiddin. i foresee the lack of breathing space! & it's so not gonna help when im alr like half dead from all that lack of sleep ): oh ya! i was really determined to go run todayyy but due to alot of "circumstances", me & my mum said we'll go run tmrw morning at 7AM. note! 7AM. & very amusingly, the moment we said that, my sis & my dad burst out laughing! & in case you don't know, my mum don't usually get her butt out of bed so early in the morning if there's no special reason (& i don think getting up early TO RUN sounds anything near motivating :D), & for me, im already sleep-deprived lately, and apparently, my dad and sis kinda think alr that this wake-up-at-7AM thing to go run is gonna fail, like horribly. LIKE HOIIIII! but i guess, its really called off. cos im kinda like still rushing out stupid assignments at what? 3AM? & to get up at 6+AM later to prepare to run? WOW. i must be nuts! & my mum kinda said, " den ming tian bu yong pao le" when she saw me still up... RAHHHH! there's goes my exercise plan! ): my brain's starting to fail me now... when was the last time i had a proper good hibernation? I WANT ONE NOW! ): & i feel like going back to the Malay stalls at St21 and eat the Indian Rojak and Kway Teow Goreng again. MMMMMMMM >.< &&! DIM SUMMMMMM o.o goshhh! ok snap it out! imma go dreamypoo land now! nights earthlings! what's real is what i can't see. ..syncing with current mood: this song totally lifts the entire mood up! listen to it! i hope it lifts you guys' too! :D
 marks another year added to our friendship. i've always thought that birthday celebrations ain't just about going through all the trouble planning, & about blowing balloons and candles, but rather, a precious time for loved ones to come together and show love in a special way.. happy 20th, dear roley! hope you felt the love that night :D & neh, jo, den! going through all the woooha planning & high together was thumbs up! :D loved every min of it! * Here I stand, thirsting for You Here I am, surrender to You Let my life be Your clay Mould me in Your way Here I stand, desperate for You Here I am, a vessel for You Let me life sing Your praise Bring honour to Your name oh! did i mention that i tried to be funny yesterday and ironed my shorts while still wearing it and got myself an ugly burnt scar on the leg now? you're fantastic esther. scarred for life, can't help but still have that fear. Take over Father, take all of me. Scars make us stonger for life.
And these are the moments, I thank God that I'm alive. And these are the moments, I'll remember all my life. I've found all I've waited for, And I could not ask for more. And these are the moments, I know heaven must exist. And these are the moments, I know all I need is this, I have all I've waited for, And I could not ask for more.
God knows what is this sudden moodswing... i hate you, esther. a weakling, you still are.
THEME DRESS UP I               BACK TO SCHOOL. :D PPH! let's wear uniforms again somedayyyy! (: pardon the damn short skirt. looks major lian. RAHHH! its not even a sch skirt in the first place. cos' roley only have one pathetic skirt left. LOL!   pls look at roley's face!! XDDDD.  til next time; with full attendence ok sweets! (: Countdown to 2009!     BOL!      de Fireworks! spectacular yo!        (: breakfast booster was just the best to end a long day before going home to sleep like a dead zombie. breakfast is the way man. aye aye ayee~ Now, i'm gon' list out my NYR slowly over the days. hmmmm.. a great happy new year to all you guys again!
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