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before i start blabbering on about the holidays that i can hug so tight to now (im SO never gonna let you go!) i want to finish this up, 


0 days
END OF TORTURE. 


1 day
INTO COMPLETE LIBERATION.
 


im so happy that i can squeeezze you tight til you go out of breath :D


but for now,
 i cant wait to hit to bed!
keep quiet!
YES AT ONLY 11:26PM
but i bu care ok.
im gonna get back all those lost hours of beauty sleep.
(i slept an ave. of 1-2 hours during exam madness for TWO WEEKS ok! not funny.)
 i'm so gon get rid of those eyes rings & ooglyy zits! 
RAHHH. 
haggard was what my mum said ok! 
o.o! 


so just quick upzzzz! on what i've alr did:

  • met up with dear Cass! (like omgosh FINALLY!) don laugh at the 10 thing huh! 
  • ate Pastamaniaaaa :D 
  • slept for a big fat 9 hours last night! (like BEAMS ^^) ok Noob don't jealous. hahhah! you're gon get back lik friggin 18 hours now pls. grrr. haha!  
  • ate a proper slowwww Breakfast. (booster pls! :D) 
  • I SWAM
  •  a whole night & evening w the youths (: 
  • &, i got a cut on the face. credits to my prooooo Lydia! hahahahah! 


& there's more to come. 

seriously, 
I CANT WAIT. 

are you excited? 
I AM.
:D:D:D




THIS!
is going into the want-to-dos!
QUICKKK SOOON!!!
:D

Song on Play: Tomorrow

mood to study: zero
needed concentration to study: zero
motivation for the last night: zero

current mind status: very occupied & wandering


the words are there but not there. 
AHHH! 



why does it sound like nothing matters? 


i know this may sound silly,

but once in a long while,
 i secretly envy people who have parents or whoever that'll come down to drive them home 
wherever whenever... 







2
MORE DAYS TO END OF TORTURE!



to my girls:
just a few more laps dears!
we have been running for so long & so hard,
& im very excited to say,
that this race is ending soon.

gear up!
we're gonna finish this together!

<3

to yi:
i miss you so much! ):

last lap for you tmrw!
& hope you see this in time (:


LOVER TING NI OH :D
<3


to all the dear ones:
don't give up now!
we're gonna finish this with a beautiful note!
(:



shall i be nice or not?
NOT.
hhahahhahah!

pls don kill me.
hahahhahahaha!
HAPPY #18 BIRTHDAY,
NO BRAINER NOOB!
:D






ENJOY YOUR DAY! (:
(while i continue slaying ugly flat white sheets!)
don't forget to bring along your noob brain to celebrate today ay!


SHOUTS: 

THERE'S POTATO CARROT SOUP FOR DINNERRRRRRR!! :D :D :D

that'll probably boost me up for the night. 

stay strong and hold on guys! 
walk by Faith & not by sight.

& i thank God for angels... 
(: 


COUNTDOWN: 

4 MORE DAYS TO END OF TORTURE.




on a side note, im really thinking and putting in deep deep consideration about switching to Wordpress. 
but.. that'll mean i'll be ending this 2 years and more relationship with Blogger. 


this is when indecisiveness is so not helping. 
now what? 


“爸爸,妈妈。。。
能成为你们的女儿,
是我最幸福的事。。。”




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我最幸福的事  
當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾 
讓我們像當時 擁抱最後一次


最幸福的事 
吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人 
在左邊心口保留位置 
是最幸福的事

i realised i've not been putting up pictures alr ahh. 
all those that i said i will in time to come,
it never did come true ay?
hahahahahhaa :D


Long overdue Visuals; 

CNY 2009.









i din know we have so many of these in the house. 
i've always thought its only a few bottles kept away in the cupboard. 







okkkk; ignore the black dot on my lip for almost all the pictures. 
stupid cold soreeee. spoil all my peeks. 
gahhh! 






the cutest pair that i could ever ask for (:




home-cooked food are still the best yo!



NAINAIIIIII :D



















the scab on my lips peeled offff. 
that's why no more black dot but RED BLOODY dot. 
ew.












CNY over. 
EXAM MADNESS now! 






i've been waiting for THIS to come out since like foreverrrr!
now, it's waiting for the big fat exams to get off & here i come!

can't waittt :D


Where can I go from Your presence
Under Your wings I take refuge..


Gah, what's with the giddiness!
I still have a long day to go...
Please, go away..


Please Lord, take this giddiness & nauseous feeling away.
):

okay, im not gon care & go over the line just this tiny little time. 
i need to keep those eyes open & make myself happy! 
sooo i bu care alr! 
IM GON EAT YOU ROCHES!

let's just ignore the 3 ulcers that's really starting to get in the way when im talking. 
let's just ignore that im starting to pu-zhua (heaty in another words).
let's just ignore that NO CHOC policy which i've tried hard to keep to for a few fat months. 

the throat's hurting : X

oh gosh.
i can feel the fatigue building up. 
aft days of accumulation. 

i thought sleeping was a luxury? 
i din know what went wrong w me last night.
i fell aslp while studying & so i thought i'd just sleep & get up later in the night to continue again.
but i got up suddenly at 3, still half conscious, & i din knw why i went to get my notes to read but end up falling asleep awhile later.
but again, i woke up suddenly at 4, & this time i was really urggg bout the sleeping & sudden waking thang. 
its like, im not getting enough sleep & none of the notes were going in if im gon just read bits & pieces of it. 

but all in all,  i ended up sleeping for less than an hour half....... 
thank God that i managed to still make it through today's practical test & the rest of the day. 

the eyes are really closing on me now. 
but i've still got so much undone! ............

& it's again,
so many things,
but so little time. 

& a little add-on this round, 
so little energy 
&, so little brain space. 

woooo!
im actually like nodding off while doing whatever im doing right now. 
POWER TO THE MAX PLSZXZX. 


random cravings: BEEF LASAGNE (:D! ahhahahah!) 
HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY AHHH! 

O.O?!

LOL!


hate to know that changes are parts and parcels of life,
& that i've yet to get this hard fact right in..

"The joy of intimacy is the reward of commitment."
It's deciding to do what's best for others by never asking for intimacy that you're not able to match with commitment.

Intimacy without commitment contradicts what the Bible teaches about true love. Instead of being selfless, it's selfish; instead of being patient, it's impatient; instead of looking out for the ongoing good of the other person, it's focused on the needs of the moment. 

We don't ask for a level of intimacy and emotional loyalty that goes beyond our true level of commitment. 

The best relationships are between two people who care more about each other's good.. than their own momentary pleasure. 

Where is true joy? It's found in God's brand of love - 
love founded on faithfulness,
love rooted in commitment. 


- I Kissed Dating Goodbye
Joshua Harris.

out of frustrations & pressure MBio lab report was giving on Sat, 
we decided to have a small laughing session & see what has this got to say...

Did this with the Noob's blue boyboy AND! some of the results are O.O!! 


MISERY BUSINESS

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

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IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Home

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
1973

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Don Say You Love Me

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Cry on my shoulder (You can always count on me dears (: )

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Sex Is Not The End (?!???!??!?!??! LIKE WHAT THE?!?! NOO??? Why do you have this song in your ipod Noob?!) 

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Doorbell (mmhmm mmhmmm. Ring me up anytime :D)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Maria (HAHAHHAH! im not that bad to say thhhaaat!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
The Diary of Jane

WHAT IS 2+2?
Gimme More 

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Footprints on my Heart (Totally (: )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
1985

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
All i want for Christmas is you

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Journey

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Happy Birthday

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
All Out of Love (HOIIIIIIIIIII! HAHHA XD )

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Who will i run to? 

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
So Cold  (how cold can my dead body be?) 

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Notice Me (LOL! aint no such a bian tai can! XD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Never Again

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Cry me a River 

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Lost without you (Wowww. that's bit too exaggerating. hahah!)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Disenchanted

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
With you ( :D! ) 

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Hope Dies Last 

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Things I’ll never say 

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Everytime we touch (O.O!! HAHAHAHHAHAH! Physical touch: LAST) 

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
I should’ve never let you go 

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
No One (Yepp! no one!) 

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
It ends Tonight 

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Misery business (!!!!!!! AND I MUST SAY THIS. THIS IS EXACTLY THE SAME AS FIO'S!!) 

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This thing is just AMAZIINGGG man! 

what are the chances of you getting the same song in a playlist of close to 1000 songs in the exact same question as someone else' question? okk... wait. i don understand what i just said. BUT YARRR. it just so happened that i had the exact same song for the exact same question as Fio! HOW ZHUN?? :D

&&& its amazing how some really answered the questions. BUT NOT FOR MY MOTTO PART. stupid Noober! what kind of song you have inside! LOLLLER.  

But, not bad a time killer and short laughing booster! :D 

i think im having issues right now. 
serious issues. 

"iuhwbhbckajieiqwebfjfirpqiepu!" 

 i should just go bang the wall now,
cos for God knows what i've been on the com since 7! 

get off la esther! 
RAH! 


i really think i have issues.. 

Dear Heavenly Father,

Though it may seemed all impossible in our
eyes, with the piling high work load that's weighing so hard on us, Father
i pray that You'll continue to remind us that all things are possible
in You. I pray that Father, you'll take away the weariness, impatience,
hopelessness, dejection in all of my dear ones who are going through a hard
time right now. Father, help us to tide through all these stumbles and
crumbles.. Remind us time and again that we can lean on You and draw
strength from You cos' never will you leave us on our own. & i thank You
for
this...


In Jesus' Name i pray,
Amen.



Hang in there now my dears.
PPH, peeps from TK01, Yi, Lydia, Noob, & probably the whole of AS..


Keep holding on,
Cos' you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through.

Just stay strong,
Cos' you know im here for you,
im here for you
.


Back in 24 Aug 2007...


The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Words of Affirmation
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Words of Affirmation: 9
Quality Time: 8
Acts of Service: 6
Physical Touch: 4
Receiving Gifts: 3

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

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And now in 2009...

I feel loved when...

The Five Love Languages

My Primary Love Language is Words of Affirmation

My Detailed Results:
Words of Affirmation: 8
Acts of Service: 7
Quality Time: 7
Receiving Gifts: 6
Physical Touch: 2

About this quiz

Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.

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it's still the same. hahahah! :D


i don't know what's with this sudden pek cekness but..
URGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!