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one in this ♥ world
"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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i don't feel like having lunch today. i like this quietness. with nobody in the office. just me & His presence.. and the buzzing cannot-even-hear-properly radio. i don't know. im thinking so much again now. i hate thinking. maybe it takes time for us to really realise or find out what we really want. yar. and i guess it takes a whole damn lot of time and realisation to actually find it out. it's that what everybody calls it, soul-searching. it really bothers me to know that what i've sometimes thought i have gotten, is actually still not tightly grasped and captured by me. it really bothers me to know that somethings just slipped off from my hands so easily. i've always tried so hard to hold it tight and hold it close. and when i thought i've finally gotten hold of it, that pleasure, that joy.. i just can't get myself to believe that i've gotten it. but another part of me knew that i won't be able to get hold of it long. it's like a gaseous thing. it slips, it escapes.. i don't know. |
