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one in this ♥ world
"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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about this blog
name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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A7K1(: G.I.L ♥ (: Alex. Alvin. BingCong. Carole. Cherie. Chuhui. Emily. Dixie. Fiona. Gwen Hakim. Hannah. Hector. Joanna. Jocelyn. Junhui. Lydia. Nigel. Sharon. Ting Valerie. YanKai. happyther(: archives
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im always amazed/aw-ed at how people can transform and use english in such a beautiful way. im just simply not gifted in it. sad. (: haha. sometimes i think, i should just keep my mouth bloody shut and just don't talk. i should not blabber my own troubles to people. yes. the problem might be huge to me, and very dejecting. but to others, they might not think so. and i'll probably end up looking like some idiot trying to find troubles/problems to overwhelm myself. hurh. am i? i don't know. this question suddenly popped up. "what am i? " yar. what am i? what is made up of me? what makes me me? what am i really looking for in my life? what am i looking for in someone? what i need? what i want? .. there's so many random things in my head right now that i don't know what am i really thinking about. it's these kind of feeling that i hate. messed up. i don't like it when i can't think properly, especially when you know those things you're thinking right now are just.. unnecessary. but you can't control your mind. it's like those times when you're simply stoning, and your face is just dead empty, but yet in your head, there's so much things flashing and you don't know what you're thinking about. and then you'll ask yourself a stupid question, " what am i troubling about?" when there's life, there's death. when there's reunion, there's separation. so, when there's happiness, there'll be sadness too. hmm. but i choose not to look it that way. i like it this way. when there's sadness&anguish, there will be happiness. (: though the new year has arrived (quite unknowingly, eventhough i went for the countdown) , i won't stop doing this. i'll make it my nyr(: i will continue grabbing and capturing every happiness in this world, and share it with all of you(: everyone of you. i'll not let myself be defeated by any sadness/pains/tears/heartbreaks that's coming my way, because i know Daddy will be pulling me through all of these shits, so i'm gonna be strong. (: to reach your goal, it's never easy. i know that. there's sure to be potential problems/difficulties to stop us from getting what we' ve been promised to get. and i'm not giving up. because i know, i'm not alone(: i adore all those happy moments. notice it's not love, but adore? (: because it's more than just loving them. you know when little kids get small stuffy toys, and they love it soo much, they hug it so tightly and give the brightest smile ever? that's adoration(: well, i think so. LOL. whatever. i just adore it la. happy moments, with you. i don't know how much you'll treasure me in times to come, or how much you're treasuring me now. but just want to say, thankyou calvinhengjunjie (: for everything. from little things like helping me to squeeze chilli sauce everytime, to giving me the greatest and warmest hug to make me feel like im the most happiest girl in the world. thankyou, that you're in my life. and i thank God too. He's great because He always give me the bestest gifts ever(: i love you honey(: love like there's no tomorrow. |
