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i love you.


(: i thought i had the most lovely valentine's ever. well, i thought so. because i think i really had(: thankyou dearcalv. i love all the surprises. Yes, ALL. i really nv thought you’ll put in so much to prepare all that, just for me. At the thought of this, I’ve only one word to tell you my feelings. Blessed. I nv thought that you’ll get YOUR own hands to do all that for me. From the self-made roses & flower bouquet, self-made cookies, with the oh-my-gosh-it’s –soooo-cute tortoise cookies you created (it's really cute.) to the 3 big balloons you bought which I had so much fun just looking at them “playing” in the wind ( i was laughing like mad la. don't ask me why. and the fact that you played along with me. (: ) you made valentine's awesome. thanks for making it, for me. you made my day, calvinheng. (: you made me feel that i need nobody, but just you, on this special day. you made feel that, if the whole world dislikes/disloves/has no thoughts for me ( no one wished me hvd), but just you, it's completely okay. you made me feel that i just need you. that you loving me is a more than enough fact. that's it's fine to be forgotten by everybody around me. because i know you'll be right here beside me, always. thanks ( is there any other way to express my gratitude? haha.) for letting me feel all of these, and the best of all, for loving me.


im so not gonna eat the cookies & the ferreros. (: & i hope the balloons won't lou qi so fast.
i promise i get you your val's share a s a p ok? im REALLY sorry...



here's the hard fact that i had to swallow/push/force down my throat. that, no one actually remembered me on val's day. specifically, my friends. no one sent me any wishes. i bet no one bother to. as thought one bloodyvery small msg will kill them of their time. okay, sorry.. i was just really sad to know that through my 16, going 17, years of life, no one really remembered my existence. even those who i thought to be, my bestest friends. and who i thought to be, still my friends. what is that telling me? alright, im just really sad. just thinking about it makes me feel like tearing. i know this is something not really worth talking about. it's not like it's anything near to a very great thing to be praised about and it's definitely not a really nice to talk about too. im sad. do i really have such little significance in their life? don't people say that friends are forever? ( not all though, i know.) MAN. this is really bothering me. mailto:*#^*&!*&@$(#^*&%~(*@~! ______


this is typed on the 15th of Feb. din have the time to finish it up. here's the unfinished post.