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i cant control my own feelings anymore. its like its gonna explode any moment. i feel like knocking myself real hard on the wall and hopefully knock myself out. i feel like im crazy inside. there's a whole lot of thoughts rushing all over, i don't know what im thinking. i felt like i can do anything to myself right now. i cant handle this. do you hear me? I CANT HANDLE THIS.


what's the word? yes. im i n s a n e .



seriously, i feel like a mad woman right now. this is not me. i feel i've lost myself completely. and i've no bloody idea what i want to say here and why the hell im in this pile of shit right now!



stop pushing me and leave me alone! leave me alone..