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"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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about this blog
name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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i don't know why whenever i bloghopped, the first one will always be jun's. i've no idea why, but i like reading her posts. somehow, it never fails to give me this sense of inspirational feeling. weird eh. (: i got all so confused now about what i want and what i can say i want. i guess this thought had been lingering within me for quite some time now but i still find myself getting nowhere near to a clear path. what i wanted was just to be me and what is of me. to say one piece of bloody hard fact, is that i don't even know what i am and who i am now. and people who dont even know themselves, i feel, are competely pathetic. i mean who else knows you better other than the most rightful person - yourself. (well, other than God that is) i just felt like what i am now is not the actual person that i am supposedly to be. i felt like i've long ago lost myself in the process of all the walking and tumbling, picking myself up, tripping and falling again. im not trying to create problems over here just to put myself in deep thoughts and be all emo about it. i just want to say it all out and let it all out. that's much bout it. im feeling really weird now. i've no other words to describe that im not feeling right that's why im using weird okay. yesterday my mum reminded me about something. and it somehow just hit me. she told me that, " it's because of His love that's inside us, that we learn how to love. " i don't know why this sentence just hit me. but it jus surfaced that we won't be able to love with our hearts if He never put that kind love and warmth in us. imagine us cold-hearted, with no feelings in us, are we able to love as beautifully as when He put warmth and love in us? i don't think we can. there's a difference between God's love and those humanly love that everybody knows. becos His love is generous and kind, uncondition and everlasting. and that's what, i think, makes my God so loving. because His love never fails. never. and whenever this thought came into my mind, it never fails to send warmth to my heart. (: i love you Daddy. and i thank you that You love me. i love you. oh yes. i came across a comment in jun's blog. i find that it's really lovely. (: " I throw my arms around you, lavish attention on you, and guard you as the apple of my eye. I rejoice over you with great gladness. My thoughts of you cannot be counted; they outnumber the grains of sand! Nothing can ever seperate you from my love. Death can’t and life can’t. The angels can’t,and the demons can’t. Your fears for today, your worries for tomorrow, and even the powers of hell can’t keep my love away. You sometimes say,"the Lord has deserted me; the Lord has forgotten me.” But can a mother forget her nursing child? Can she feel no love for a child she has borne? Even if that were possible, I would not forget you! I paid for you with the precious lifeblood of Christ, my sinless, spotless lamb. No one will snatch you away from me. See, I have written your name on my hand. I call you my friend. Why,the very hairs on your head are all numbered. So don’t be afraid; you are valuable to me. Give me your burdens; I will take care of you. I know how weak you are, that you are made of dust. give all your worries and cares to me, because I care about what happens to you. Remember, I am at hand. Come to me when you are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. I delight in you,and I can be trusted to keep my promises. Come and drink the water of life. Your Maker,Your Father,God ” Here,its all in the bible. And so far from my experience, God is the only one with the power to keep His promises. Its about how much you can trust others and their weaknesses. Not how strong they can be for you. You give and you take.Those who water others will be watered. So don’t be sad when you give so much.SInce when did His children get shortchanged? i believe there are many more stuffs He says to you and its all in the bible. " those are wonderful and such assuring Promises that that Great God above has made for everyone of us on this earth. it's really hard to believe that there's people out there who's rejecting such great love that He's ever so willing to pour on them. but to know of His promises for me, it feels really comforting. really.. can i cry now? |
