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one in this ♥ world
"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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i've not been penning for so long that i don even know what am i suppose to pen down over here. but i know im sick. not physically. but mentally & bit, spiritually. im confused. very drained. i really thank Him, despite all that that im feeling right now, that im not left alone. in fact, i KNOW im not alone. and im never, alone. i dont know how many of us ever felt real peace before. but i know i did. and for that, i don know how grateful and touched i was that He placed such a divine thing (which i think, probably, alot of people have been yearning for) in me. at such a right moment. i never felt this great peace rushing through me before. i knew i should have been tearing and drowning myself in total sadness & helplessness. but i just felt peace. i don't even know how to describe that feeling. it's just like you're floating in the air. so light that you'll fly and flow with the wind. you know that kinda feeling? that night, i prayed on my bed. and the moment i started to open my mouth to thank Him for that divine peace that is oh-so-precious to me, i cant help it but kept tearing. that sudden gush of thankfulness rushed in and warmth just filled my heart. and the next moment i know, im crying like nobody's business, that i cant even figure out the muffled words that i said. its like " herh herh her... kamnsdiakwneu... her her her" lol. i loved this feeling of thankfulness in my heart. it felt happy. so happy that you cant help smiling to yourself .. (: thank you so Daddy for all the love that you poured ever so generously on me. and the peace you gave, it's heavenly. smiles. what i fear seemed to be true. but i know things don't just become good overnight. wishful thinking it was. i want to feel loadless.. |
