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name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
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the deaths listed up there are like, O.O i seriously don't want to die in such UNpeaceful ways. the first one is the most KUKU one! ahhh no! HAHAHAHA. :D just watched a few awesome, and yes i mean BRILLIANT , participants from Britain got Talent. & i seriously love this small guy! like they've said. street dance is cool by itself but he made it even cooler. look at him street/break dancing & you'll not disagree with me that he's brilliantly amazing. for such a small cute boy like him! AHH. im already going ga-ga over him. :D and coming to think of it, i've never gone gaga over the breakdancers here in singapore. not all, that is. HAHA. AND, he's got the most attractive smile i've ever seen! :D im not kidding. look at him, he kinda resemble jesse martcarney eh? LOL (:
school ended so much earlier today. leaving me with a bundle of energy to waste at home. okay. there's alot of stuffs to study. im so not gonna think that i'll fail HAP. i don't want to. & hopefully, i wont. man. im trying really hard to get all those funny funny words into my head, along with their funny funny functions which almost link up to every other cells/tissues together like one big web -.- God, help me. i really dont feel like hating HAP. was switching on the com and waiting for it load just now, & i happened to notice my quiet time book,"our journey: a daily walk in the word", on the table. the book is actually dated back to Jun-Aug2006 but since im waiting, might as well just take & read awhile. so, i took & flipped to one of the pages. & this title, on my first flip, caught my attention.
OH YA! let you guys see the pingpong vid i directed, & acted out by dear fiona :D one word, H I L A R I O U S. :D Pong: "Hey Ping" Ping: "Hey Pong" Pong: "Hey Ping! I just had a 50m breaststoke swimming competition!" Ping: "Oh! Then how was it?" Pong: "IT WAS GREAT!" :D Ping: "So how was it? Did you win?" Pong: "No... I didn't win...But i swam really well! But the others cheated! They used hands...." Ping: "Huhh..?" sorry for the unprofessionalism of the vid taken. LOL. its purely for fun, stomach-aching laughter, & more fun (: thanks ar fio. without you, this can't be made possible. LOL. scenerio 1 Msg from yi in the middle of the night. yi: THER! Madeye moody die le leh....... next morning, me: huh?? what happened?? after hours of no replies from her. me(in church): eh lydia! you know who's madeye moody? my friend told me he died in real life know! lydia: huh?! after leaving church, received a reply from yi. yi: LOL. no la. i reading the harry potter. den the madeye die. [not in full context] -.- scenario 2 fiona: ehhh, i want to buy a jumper! me: i have! i wore my mother's jumper yesterday night cos the weather's super cold luhhh. .... fiona & den broke out in a laughing frenzy. ______ i seriously think that i should stop making a fool out of myself. man. im sorry lydia for providing you the totally wrong info. & fiona, den, thank me for giving you guys one min of live entertainment. out of my retardedness -.- tell me, how much foolish things can i squeeze out of me. (don't say a word, fiona. lol. ) and in any case nobody knows what's the funny thing that i said in scenario 2 (then you're seriously more retarded than me :D) here, i'll show you. fiona's version of jumper:  i like this (: but i was referring to.. sweaters -.-  now, do you see the difference?
the result of blog laziness. ABC of Me The Letter A Are you available?: Yes What is your age?: 17 What annoys you?: itchy hair The Letter B Do you live in a big house?: 4-room? When is your birthday?: 24031990(: Who is your best friend?: my dog(: The Letter C What's your favorite candy?: don't really like candies. Who's your crush?: don't have any. When was the last time you cried?: last sunday? The Letter D Do you daydream?: yes, alot. What's your favorite kind of dog?: MY dog :D What day of the week is it?: Saturday The Letter E How do you like your eggs?: i don't like MY eggs :D :D :D Have you ever been in the emergency room?: not, yet. What's the easiest thing ever to do?: to smile(: The Letter F Have you ever flown in a plane?: yes, years ago. Do you use fly swatters?: no. Have you ever used a foghorn?: err... The Letter G Do you chew gum?: hate gums. Are you a giver or a taker?: im not sure.. Do you like gummy candies?: only like coke flavours. :D The Letter H How are you?: still beating (: What color is your hair?: brownish black. The Letter I What's your favorite ice cream?: chocolates & more chocolates (: Have you ever ice skated?: yes, once. :D Do you play an instrument?: played before. The Letter J What's your favorite jelly bean brand?: don't like jelly bean. Do you wear jewelry?: yar? The Letter K Who do you want to kill?: no! its a sin! Do you want kids?: hmmm.. not thinking bout it yet. Where did you go for kindergarten?: PAP? :D The Letter L Are you laid back?: am i?.. Do you lie?: yes. The Letter M Whats your favorite movie?: still loving Stomp the Yard. Do you still watch Disney movies?: :D yes. Do you like mangos?: eeeeeeee! The Letter N Do you have a nickname?: ther (: What is your real name?: Esther Whats your favorite number?: dont really have one. Do you prefer night over day?: yes. The Letter O What's your one wish?: to be happy(: Are you an only child?: no. The Letter P What one fear are you most paranoid about?: can't think of any! What are your pet peeves?: huh? What's a personality trait you look for in people?: friendly? The Letter Q What's your favorite quote?: "happiness beats everything" :D Are you quick to judge people?: sometimes. The Letter R Do you think you're always right?: no. Are you one to cry?: yes. The Letter S Do you prefer sun or rain?: sun(: Do you like snow?: will love to see & feel it What's your favorite season?: spring. The Letter T What time is it?: 9:22pm What time did you wake up?: 8+ am. When was the last time you slept in a tent?: sec3 resilience camp! (: The Letter U Are you wearing underwear?: YES -.- Underwear or boxers?: panties. LOL. The Letter V What's the worst veggie?: any raw veg. Where do you want to go on vacation?: somewhr peaceful & lovely, with the waters and sun. The Letter W What's your worst habit?: not wearing socks when i wear shoe? Where do you live?: tampines What's your worst fear?: that nicki will someday leave me. The Letter X Have you ever had an x-ray?: yes. Have you seen the x-games?: x-games? Do you own a xylophone?: noo. The Letter Y Do you like the color yellow?: yes. its a happy colour(: What's one thing you yearn for?: to pass bio -.- LOL. The Letter Z Whats your zodiac sign?: horse. Do you believe in the zodiac?: no. Favorite zoo animal?: polar bears! (: Take this survey Find more surveys Bzoink - The Original Survey Site
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haven't been saying much here except bits and pieces of my feelings for the past few days. okay, i agree that there's alot of bumps here and there recently and yes, it seemed that there's no way out at that point of time. it totally crumpled my heart, soul, mind and whatever you can think of. i feel, unhappy. i know very well what's troubling me, and i just can't get it out of my head. its just so frustrating! you know, FAN DAOOOOO. lol. however, one thing comforting to know is that, i don't throw myself into rivers of "self-torture" like i would in the past, because deep inside i know Daddy will pull me out of this, and yes, He did. he always did. THAT'S WHY HE'S SO AMAZING ^^ You even showered me with so much joy on Sunday. So much that i teared.. Sunday I will always remember 08July's worship. For the first time in my life, i feel that our worship is awesome! I see it, i hear it, i know it, and i feel it. (: Truthfully speaking, before that, i've always felt really uneasy doing back up and singing during praise & worship. I couldn't feel anything. & i don't feel the church's passion to worship just singing out loud to Him. that, somehow discourages me alot to sing for P&W. But that day, it was different. Just so different. When we were practising before service started, Pastor Don came & told us to sing with passion and do actions like clapping when we sing. That is not the way we worship everytime in church, i mean those backup singers, so when he said that, i can feel that no one's gonna do it. Sometimes, I really feel like just worshipping the way i would in City Harvest. Just sing out loud, with my heart & knowing that He's hearing & He's delighted. You know, that kind of sincere praising? (: And yes, it's because everybody's doing the exact same thing- singing with passion. And i could just open up my heart and give my truthful praise. But somehow, i find it always hard to do it in my church. Sorry, i din want to compare but i can feel the difference. Someone told me before that a church's surroundings can affect your spiritual growth, but i don't want to leave my church. I want & hope to see changes. And yes, i did that day(: Pastor Don said something to us that spurred me somehow. He said sth like, "It's the worship singers that decide which realm of praising they want to bring the congregration to. (You guys play a very big part)" & i agree completely. When you see the people on stage singing so sian-ly, you won't feel a thing and won't even want to join in. But it makes a whole lot of differences when feelings, emotions, passion are put in. You can literally just feel the atmosphere changing. it's that amazing. (: & i know that He's around and so, thing's are made possible. And after worship & service, i was so happy i can feel myself flying :D Yes, im that happy. Another thing that add on to the already very much enough joy, i received a PM (Private Message) in the afternoon from someone saying that he's interested in Milo! I was checking whether anyone PM or reply my adoption thread early in the morning before leaving for church. Nothing. I was a little disappointed that no one actually replied or showed bit of interest when 70+ ppl viewed the post in just one night. But when i came back from church, WOOHOO! you can never know how overjoyed i was. with over just one PM. it meant so much. prayers do help! (: & that guy is so kind and generous to even want to chip in to fund for Milo's stay if no one adopts by the end of this month. how beautiful can it be? really, by God's grace anything can turn beautiful(: Haha. i was so happy that i said and said and said to fiona like don know how many times that im so happy. :D i know she felt my joy. BEAMS. LOL. and do help me out if you know ppl wanting to have dogs. spread the words(: http://www.doggiesite.com/phpBB2/viewtopic.php?t=54676 & everything turned out well for the thing that made me wanna scream. (: perfectness in one sunbeautifulday. AHH. i used the com over my time limit. STOP STOP STOP! oh wells . i'll post pictures NEXT TIME then. haha. FEEL MY JOY PPL! ((: though im half-way through listening to HAP e-lecture, i die die also want to post this up BEFORE 12am. (: how can i not write something on a special day like this?? LOL 07/07/07. isn't it nice? the no. 7 (: i'll post up pictures of dearEileen's wedding some other day. she's flying back to sweden with her swedish Filip. :D don't know why, but i'll miss her presence eventhough that i've only seen her for a few days after like so long.. haw. goodbye & many blessings(: i really can't handle this.. seriously i can't. its like bombarding rocks in my head and its hurting.. guess screaming won't help. Only You are the one who can make the impossible possible. I have no doubt about it because, i saw it unveiled in front of my own eyes today. Only You can put sheer chance into miracles. Only You. I believed that You'll make a way. &, i'll always believe you will. You always will. I love You. i feel stupid all of a sudden that, it seemed though that im the only one who's so troubled & frantic over Milo being sent to the SPCA soon. i know that we have our own limits & there's nothing much that i can do to save that poor dog, but i devastatedly want something miracle to *click* happen. okay this is so damn stupid. WHY AM I EVEN WRITING ABOUT IT HERE WHEN IT'S NOT GONNA CHANGE ANYTHING. just effing shut up.
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