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okay. im all set for camp alr!

so, i'm going to self-declare a 3 days disappearance. and, please don miss me while im away. :D :D :D HAHA! (like any will.)

and yes! i'll be having breakfast first thing in the morning before going off. YAYYYYYY :D you might not know this but, breakfast never fails to make my day and kick off a real good mood :D so want me in a good mood? treat me to a hearty breakfast & voila! (:

come to think of it, i still quite can't get myself to believe that almost one year had passed by. and now, im going to have my annual youth camp tmrw! omg. this year's really a whirl. all the ups and downs. i've gone through all. & i can still remember that a few months back, i thought i won't be able to make it through the year. it got to a point that its so toilsome and so unbelievably hard to move another step forward, that i felt really lost. is lost the right word? i didn't know which way is the right way. i didn't know whether the choices i make are the right ones. (and sometimes, you know i can be really indecisive.)

but all i know now is that, the days when i see myself drowning in tears had been quite long forgotten. i mean, i don't cry as much now. okay, maybe not. not as much. but, when it comes to me handling some of life issues, it can still get me quite tangled up.

& now the issues that im currently facing, is abit too complicated. too complex that i don't know whether im even suppose to think about it. too complex that i don't know SHOULD i be even troubling over it. too complex that rahh, i'll just leave it to Daddy. (:

He'll see to it.
He'll know what's best for me.

*smiles.

okay, i guess i'll leave the rest of my thoughts unsaid.

one last thing,
DON'T MISS ME :D

(oh yes! i need to do alot of catching up with special people. rahhh more time please ): )