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one in this ♥ world
"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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it's only the 2nd week after school reopen, and the school is already a real handful. for the past 2 days, we had been busy studying for tutorial quizzes ALREADY. yes, not just one but two. -.- and we now have TWO projects on hand to rush, which we have to get them so damn done by next week and the week after. WLAOOOO. plus i have open house duty for the next 3 days. what a beautiful plan (: ha ha. two tests in one go should be brain-sucking, and the thought that there's more work to be done should be tearing me down or something right now. but somehow, i'm feeling this unspeakable joy and it's beating strongly in me now. (: there's something i felt about this week that's really different. and i have this really strong feeling that im not alone. throughout the revisions, throughout the tests, throughout the days. is this what you meant when you told me that You'll help me, Father? i can still remember every word that You said to me during that special service a month ago, when i was awed when the speaker called out my name half way through sermon. the words "I'll help you", "Im interested in you" are still kept close and deep in my heart. and i think im feeling it. can you feel what im feeling? (: and i've a new-found past time! the most coolest past time ever. and that is, to sing with my mum. :D even though it's just the 2 of us, sitting down, spending some time together singing the most beautiful songs that are being written and composed, the fact that i can do it with not just anybody but MY mum is damn cool! :D im saying pretty random stuffs today, but bear with me for the wordy entry. i don't care whether people will even take the time to read all these. okay, there might not be any. i felt that this jounal's quite by itself these few days, like you know, really by itself. tsk, why you guys isolate it? ): LOL. anyway, had a really bad 偏头痛 today. really really bad. plus the unbearable hunger pangs. gosh, i thought i was going to faint anytime. i didn't eat the whole day because of the sudden lost of appetite. and this had been going on for some time now. apparently, my friends are trying out some new "diet plan" on me. HAHAHAHA. ok, no they aren't. but the thought of eating the usual food's are taking away all my appetite in just one click. but weird thing was, when i get to eat at century's, i couldn't finish up half of the bowl -.- i swore i was really hungry but i guess the head ache kinda made me nauseous and every spoonful that went in felt like its pushing its way out again. urgh.. but the stupid thing was that, when i finally struggled back home (lucky there's mum, but too bad she can't piggy-back me home. :D) and could finally get some sleep, i bloody couldn't! O.O there's so many things on my mind that the moment i closed my eyes, different images started flashing like a camera shuttering away. it's goes on like forever! and after so many attempts to get myself to sleep and failed, i give up -.- piang sai. LOL. wow, congratulations in reading that whole big chunk up there :D but anyway, thanks for bothering to read up til this point. LOL. im so bored now, im starting to think alot again. RAHHH! i hate this sensitive part of me. stop it luh! hahha. what might seem to be a small thing, can become a big one when it comes to me. stooooopid! ok, shut up. :D |
