Holding it close to the Heart;

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name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a place "where love lasts forever".

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Before i even continue with my life rantings, i want to scream this out...

I WANT TO CATCH THESE!!!

THIS!

& THIS!!

i 've heard enough comments & reviews made by ppl about Sky of Love. and yes yes yes yes! die die die also wanna catch it. i don't care if the overflowing romance in it is going to be too much to take. did i mention that i love seeing happysweet (& compatible) couples nowadays? :D

finally.

a gathering that i wished for so long.

after all these months.

JEX.

HAHAHAHAH!

sorry that's me.

who's eyes bigger??

ok la ok la.

yi, you win!! LOL!

laughed like nobody's business la.
i've been craving for some laughing pills since holidays started.
and woahhh, i got it all in a day.
over-dosage!

i love you JUN & YI (:
it was lotsa fun!
go ahead, just be silly.

Charlene's Dance Concert (:

forever best bud (:
look at that whole bunch of flowers!!
*cross arms cross legs*
POUTS.
HAHAHAHHA!

& i've recently got hooked up in chilling at macs man. LOL.
i did it consectively for 3 days. :D

but chilling it with yi is still the best luh!

with the nice breeze,
nice music,
coupled up with ice creams,
& your best girlfriend that you can pour everything out to..

what more is there to ask for?
loves <3

and yes yi! your hair very nice luhhhhhh. :D :D

:D

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i hate it whenever i have to stay at home, alone.
but this week's so packed that all i want to do now is to be on my own..
ok no, i don't want to be alone...
-.-

i thought i've learnt to be interpendent,
i thought i can do it on my own.
no relying,
no nothing.

God, give me strength,
cos' i know i must..

words that i'll never say,

feelings that i'll never show.

strong on the surface,

but no,

it's tearing inside..

我累了。

晚安。

a big thanks to everyone who wished me (:

from my beloved daddy mummy & sis, to darlings who wished me twice, and to people whom i've nv thought they'll remember.

yi, jun, PPH, charlene, godmummy, valerie, fifa, joanna, bingcong, beng,
shirley, meijiao, petrina, fanna, jackson, wilson, calvin, louis, kuanwei,
kaiwu, nigel, darren, weisheng, kenneth, marcus, spaslex, herald, weichoy,
yuanli, hiangling..

sorry if i forgot any of you.

an enormous THANKYOU to EVERYBODYY (:

and,

i still cant believe daddy & mummy really bought me a guitar.

so much thanks! (:

thanks yi! for that oh-my-god cute card & Godivaa chocolatesss :D :D i can't help it but burst out laughing when i opened the card la. HAHAHAH!

and thanks 妹! for the cakes you bought but din get to cut because i wasn't home. SORRYYY! but LOVELOVELOVE! thankyouu! :D

and thank you to you too (: for spending the day with me.

& woahhhhh. there goes my 18th birthday. SO FAST?!??! LOL!!

im 18 alr?? i can still vividly remember the day when we're suppose to introduce ourselves again in cell, after my 17th birthday but for pete's sake, i forgot & i said i was 16 -.- SIXTEEN. it felt like it happened only a few days back. and now what? im 18? that's why i din want my birthday to come, yet. im not prepared! ):

but aye no no no, i've yet to blow any candles yet. SOOO! im still not 18. whahahahhahaha! total self-denial -.-

but anyway, thanks a bunch again to all of you! :D

and i guess, that's the last of you.

tell me,

how dumb can i get?

i can do this for a lifetime,

my life's sweetest thing,
it's him.

(finally got his wooly curly damn messy matted tangled furball off. and now i have a bald & naked huge white rat running around the house. HAHHAHA! he looks exactly like the 102 Dalmatian puppy with no spots luh! :D )

love him to thousand bits!

& yes, i so want a camera!
without it, i can't get that kind of picture quality i got from the shots above.
poof!

Sometime
by May Riley Smith

Sometime, when all life’s lessons have been learned,
And sun and stars forevermore have set,
The things which our weak judgements here have spurned,
The things so’er which we grieved with lashes wet,
Will flash before us out of life’s dark night,
As stars shine most in deeper tints of blue;
And we shall see how all God’s plans are right,
And how what seemed reproof was love most true.

And we shall see how, while we frown and sigh,
God’s plans go on as best for you and me;
How, when we called,
He heeded not our cry,
Because His wisdom to the end could see.
And e’en as prudent parents disallow,
Too much of sweet to craving babyhood,
So God, perhaps, is keeping from us now
Life’s sweetest things, because it seemeth good.

...

But not today. Then be content, poor heart;
God’s plans, like lilies pure and white, unfold;
We must not tear the
close-shut leaves apart,—
Time will reveal the chalices of gold.
And if, through patient toil, we reach the land
Where tired feet, with sandals loosed, may rest,
When we shall clearly see and understand,
I think we will say, "God knew the best.”

i'll wait on You, & i'll trust.

BACKTRACKS II.

post exams madness got so into us straight after the last day of papers.
~~screaming~~singing out loud in KBox,
losing ourselves in the process,
& just letting that joy and madness come overflowing.
it was pure enjoyment.

and what's best to add it up with our all-time "indulgence",
camwhoring! :D :D
i must say, we're seriously good at it.
with anything, at anywhere,
we can still get that camera shuttering.
XD