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because of my hasteness, im going to be left alone in singapore in 1 day's time and endure the rest of next week without my destress ball of fur, my cheerpy bird & my refuge at home. ok, & daddy too ): ):

i din check the dates beforehand. and i thought june break is on the first 2 wks of june. so i happily told mummy that i CAN & i want to go for church retreat. it's at Batam. beside the beach! ): i thought i could finally just a get a break from life and go somewhr away and just relax. but how stupid can i be? when i finally managed to get the whole family (emily din want to go at first) persuaded to go, i found out that first wk of june is TERM TEST WEEK. & what? emily's going too & so me & myself will be left at home, and nothing could more worse than staying at home alone, mugging for the papers ): ): thinking bout it now makes me wanna cry again..

& nicki's going away to stay at some place that's ticking off my worry meter. how to study this way?? ): arghhhhhhhh! he's the only one that bothers to lie quietly beside me every night while i study. and now? i know it's only for a few days but.... im gonna miss him like mad.........

the whole thing is so getting into me that i couldn't sleep properly last night. i can't help but cry.... stupid stupid stupid stupid! all these aren't helping much when im alr moodless mugging. i really don't feel like studying. what's wrong with me!

but still, thanks Neh & family for letting me stayover at their house while my whole house's empty. thanks girl! let's mug, support, stress, siao & 'what ever man' together. LOL.


ok, im missing again... )': hope everything'll be fine. pray that everybody go & come back safely. pray that Nick's ok at the new place & not feel lost. pray that term test zoom by fast. pray that.... ):