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one in this ♥ world
"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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about this blog
name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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how fragile life can be? the person you've talked to or met a few minutes ago could be gone the next. this may sound all cliche or even rubbish to some of you, but when you've come across with death & loss this close, & unexpected, you'll never say that that is just an overused statement.... the news came to me so much of a shock that i felt very lost all of a sudden at that moment. i felt fear. the fear that im sure im never gonna see this person again. the fear that you initally thought you won't see him only for the day, but no, it's forever.. i was trying really hard to control my tears. but, i couldn't control it any longer when i needed someone to talk to & called mum. the fear is giving me the creeps. too sudden, too unexpected. too unbelievable that i felt my heart skipped a beat when i allow everything to sink in slowly. i was thinking alot & many thoughts surfaced. how comfortable are you getting with life? how much have you took granted of from it? there are so much more important stuff for us to ponder over than fussing over hair, nails, face, clothes & whatever this world can temporarily give. i don't know how to say this all out since im never ever good in words, & yes i know that well. im just really frustrated/saddened or whatever words there may be at how wasted some of our lives are. blinded by what this world is feeding that showing love & compassion out from a pure heart or just plain cherishing is not anymore a priority.. alright, you know what? never mind me... life's way too fragile. |
