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school started but it feels like i've been going to school all these while. apparently, the 2 week break didn't at all felt like a break. urg. & now what? 1 week of sch had alr passed by. seriously, time is flashing by so fast that i find myself already having a hard time catching up with it. only 1 week, & i've alr have projects, assignment, lab reports & quizzes to prepare for next week. tell me man, how tortourous can sch be? even a mountainful of happy pills won't be able to keep the stress level down this time.

on a side note, having to be independent sucks.

AHHH. there's really too much things to do & think. and there's still the Youth Production stuffs to worry about. Oh Lord, I need Your strength again.

1. Fish Tank Proj
2. Youth Appreciation Cards by Sun
3. Church pamphlet
4. AIMM lab report by Mon
5. FPath assignment by Mon
6. i-forgot-which-subj tut quiz

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& before i know it, i'll find myself mugging super rock hard yet again. ):

alright, i guess that's enough of my rantings for the moment. there's always things to be thankful for & yes, i have too.

i thank God so so much that He saw me through each & every step past the term test week. though i was all alone in S'pore & having used to mugging at home during big exams period, i know that i had to be brave & move on still & just y'know, walk by faith. postive thinking checked. but deep down somewhr, i still feel bit unsure. but thank God, really. not only were Neh's family so heartwarming, making the stay so cosy that i wasn't worrying much, the days flew past so unbelievably fast, that it felt really short. to add on, i felt great amount of ease & relief after every paper. there wasn't anything about worrying over losing marks in whichever section, whether i did my best, you know? those mixed up & heavy feelings you get when the paper's like bloody tough or you think you did badly for the paper? i have nothing of that sort. i just felt very, relaxed. i really felt His company, assurance & presence.

and this week? papers back. and He really saw me through all the way, til the end. not only did i passed all papers, i can't believe the results i got for some too.

FPath: 41/50
BChem: 29/40
ACM: 32/50
MGen: 25/50 (this, pass happy le man)
AIMM: i forgot. but i thought i'll fail this la cos none of the things we studied came out. at all.

walk by faith & believe. He'll never fail you.
"Do your best & God will do the rest."

alright, time to cut off those emo strings. SNAP!
i just want everyone else to be happy.
ok, here's a smile (: hahahha.


your voice lingers.