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one in this ♥ world
"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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school started but it feels like i've been going to school all these while. apparently, the 2 week break didn't at all felt like a break. urg. & now what? 1 week of sch had alr passed by. seriously, time is flashing by so fast that i find myself already having a hard time catching up with it. only 1 week, & i've alr have projects, assignment, lab reports & quizzes to prepare for next week. tell me man, how tortourous can sch be? even a mountainful of happy pills won't be able to keep the stress level down this time. on a side note, having to be independent sucks. AHHH. there's really too much things to do & think. and there's still the Youth Production stuffs to worry about. Oh Lord, I need Your strength again. 1. Fish Tank Proj 2. Youth Appreciation Cards by Sun 3. Church pamphlet 4. AIMM lab report by Mon 5. FPath assignment by Mon 6. i-forgot-which-subj tut quiz ): & before i know it, i'll find myself mugging super rock hard yet again. ): alright, i guess that's enough of my rantings for the moment. there's always things to be thankful for & yes, i have too. i thank God so so much that He saw me through each & every step past the term test week. though i was all alone in S'pore & having used to mugging at home during big exams period, i know that i had to be brave & move on still & just y'know, walk by faith. postive thinking checked. but deep down somewhr, i still feel bit unsure. but thank God, really. not only were Neh's family so heartwarming, making the stay so cosy that i wasn't worrying much, the days flew past so unbelievably fast, that it felt really short. to add on, i felt great amount of ease & relief after every paper. there wasn't anything about worrying over losing marks in whichever section, whether i did my best, you know? those mixed up & heavy feelings you get when the paper's like bloody tough or you think you did badly for the paper? i have nothing of that sort. i just felt very, relaxed. i really felt His company, assurance & presence. and this week? papers back. and He really saw me through all the way, til the end. not only did i passed all papers, i can't believe the results i got for some too. FPath: 41/50 BChem: 29/40 ACM: 32/50 MGen: 25/50 (this, pass happy le man) AIMM: i forgot. but i thought i'll fail this la cos none of the things we studied came out. at all. walk by faith & believe. He'll never fail you. "Do your best & God will do the rest." alright, time to cut off those emo strings. SNAP! i just want everyone else to be happy. ok, here's a smile (: hahahha. your voice lingers. |