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one in this ♥ world
"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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about this blog
name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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3 July everyday's drained drained drained. coming back home after a long day & i still can't go straight off to the bed. & double greatness, still had to hold on all the way til 2+am these past few nights. i hate projects! seriously to th maxzxx. & i think today's probably the fourth night that my eyes are kok. i don't know if its becos the eyes are just plain tired or that i've got to force myself to open them to look at the damn computer screen but i've been having double vision lately. as in, the degrees like not right & i can't see clearly. lens off, specs on but still the same. even worse i think. the eyes feel really dried out. -.-z urg. 10 July hohoho. i just finished ACM proj like not long ago & have yet to enjoy fully my post-ACM project period, & now? i've got another 2 proj at hand alr. (falls to pit) & to add on, these few days have been bad bad bad ): i don't know if it's really true that mr ulcer LOVES me alot (it seems like most of my friends said so), but all i know is that this time round, this ulcer is too damn bloody unbearably painful! its so painful that it completely affected my mood like super upside down. ppl have PMS, & im having PUS (pre-ulceration syndrome) -.- i can't smile, i can't laugh, i can't eat properly, i can't think, i can't focus & i cant talk! hannah & girls saw thru my ordeal.. its really so painful that i'll snap once i start talking ))): just because of this stupid ulcer, im forced to eat congee at Flavours (the canteen that i disliked most) for 2 days straight. im forced to buy 3 bottles of water in 3 days and best thing is, i had to study for tut quiz last night but i totally can't concentrate cos' of th pain. for 2 nights, i can only cry and hold on to the pain til it subside. it sounds bad. it IS bad. )': im sorry alright ppl, if i appeared dao, or that i appeared as though i don't really want to talk to you with my short sentences or that i don't even bother laughing at your jokes. sorry...it's the ulcer )': urgg.. it's still hurting majorrrrrr ))): & thanks so much guys. for the cares & concerns (: though words can kill but yes, words can lighten up someone's day too. & no doubt, those words from you guys did (: thanks, really(:
** "Most people are stronger than they know. They just forget to believe in it sometimes." - One Tree Hill to those struggling out there, you're never made a weak one, just believe in it. Everything will be okay, in the end. If it it is not okay, it's not the end. (: (Arggggg. the ulcer's hurting again!!!!!!)
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