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To: dearest Hannah,

Someone told me that when angst & hatred is allowed to fill the heart, it leaves no room for happiness to come in. it'll engulf you bit by bit & at the very end, lost and helpless you still will be. & i don't want you to be like that, girl. but they say when you allow forgiveness to enter & take over, it's the answer & end to everything.

"For if you forgive people of their wrongdoing, your heavenly Father will forgive you as well."
(Matthew 6:14)

It's hard i know, and it's not something you can do overnight, but still, i want to tell you this. cos' you deserve to know it, & be set free.

when i first know about it, i don't deny that i felt really sad over this whole damn thing bout' selfishness and cried. no one deserve it, & definitely, not you too.

i wrote this to myself a few months back, & now i say it to you:

Heal my heart and make it clean
You know that He'll always will..

Open up my eyes to the things unseen
let's thank Him for what's revealed, & letting you see what's unseen.
He'll always know what's best for you. 

Show me how to love like you have loved me
Now, open up that heart my girl, & let Him take over. 
Forgive. 

I don't want to speak out anymore nasty words bout him; cos' it'll just make us feel nastier & everything's gonna still hurt in the end.   

i know there's like thousands and millions of feelings bombarding inside of you now. But, be strong cos' you're not alone. Never is. 

I just wanna tell you that, you'll always have a bunch of us to catch you at the back & you know what makes it so comforting at the end? that we can always go to Him, & lean on Him. Anytime, & He'll still be there with arms wide open. Just for you. 

He heals the broken-hearted, binding up their wounds.
(Psalms 126:5)

I hope these words comfort you in some way or another girl.

Much loves & hugs,
ther. 

P.S: i wanted to post this up on yr friendster comment. but i think you'll want to keep it private.