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"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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finally! im done with eeeeediiooott's present! super tediousss PLEASE. & what the pong! LOOK AT THE TIME. -.-zzz oh wells (: Anything for you, darling! hope you love it, EEDDIOTT! :D waking up at 6+ later. O.O goodness gracious! & I WANNA GO IT FAIRRRR TMRWWW! LOVER! WE GO TOGETHER OKAYYY?? YES SET. im so gonna get my itchy fat hands on those T700! : D ok ok, i've gotta jump off to bed. my poor boy's waiting. (: koodles! thank God that i made it through this week, in 1 piece. thank God that He gave sufficient strength and endurance. thank God that He placed lovely people around to tide me through. thank God that He didn't make me feel alone throughout this whole mess. thank God for keeping me strong whenever it feels like the whole world's crumbling. thank God for knowing me best. thank God that i can breathe again. thank God that i can dream again. And just to fill you guys in on Thanksgiving.... I ate TURKEYYYYYY!! WOOHOOOOO. and lots and lots of potato saladdddd! Neh's mum's cooking's superrrrr fantastic, i can confirm and place all my life in it! LOLLLL! okkk.. im really tiredd. time to catch up on some serious precious sleep! -.-zzz .jpg) nooob drawings are really not that nooob after all. (:
snips!       today's thanksgiving. & there's so much to thank God for.. (: "come on, come on, come on. you're doing great!" that's the only way i can really motivate myself right now. to tryyyy to make myself happy! it ain't thaaat bad. (hahahahhahahahahahah!) it's okay that the rest of the girls are having free days alr. its alright that you're tired, cos' you're not alone. it's perfectly fine that you're gonna go through another long night, cos' today's gon' be the last. & tmrw, i don't care if i don't ever wake up from my sleep! DON'T WAKE ME UP! how motivating :D i'm in need of happy pills badly! i think, the pressure that kinda built up over the days really got into me. cos i've not been eating really well these few days. not that i don't want to, but damn it, i can get really major super hungry but when the food comes, i'll feel nauseous. & when i eat, it feels as though i'm being forced to do it. you know that feeling when you really don't have the appetite, and you eat small spoonfuls really slowly & chewing for like eternity cos' you DON'T FEEL like eating, which is so not my case. i can only drink. ): this week really have to go! FAST! ohhh greeattt. my smartass sis just sprayed the perfume that makes my head go groggy!! in the study room & IM IN THE STUDY ROOM. "you spray perfume ah?!?!" "o.o! yaa.... my table here very smelly maaa.." "AHHHH." ok, back to CSAS! got home, & before i know it, i was already breaking down. i'm really tired.
2 hours of sleep last night is taking a real toll on me now. i haven't get to sleep at all & was awake since morning. the brain's overloaded with mount & mount of stuffs & i can't handle it! my eyes are dropping soon & every other part of me are screaming out! i think i'll go sleep first & wake up later. to study. WHAAAAAT.. ): sigh.
one of the bestest album of Hillsong's! i've never love all of the songs from one single album yet before! (except for Jay's :D) i've been listening to the whole album again & again & again for dayyys! :D & still, loving it! am sharing GOOD MUSIC here yo! let it play til the end alright! :D i wanna get my hands on the album! - - - - - - - - - - -  cruise snapshots in process. (: "imma chiongster chiongster chiongster. my mind's a racer racer racer. " i can't wait to get over & done with this week, & WOW! it haven't even started yet! great. i miss pph, i miss Yi, i miss Charlene, i miss Cass, i miss i miss... ):
You are The EmpressBeauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You? hahahahah. saw Ah Rolee's tarot card results and tried this. She's an Emporer & Im the Empress. And on her card it says, "the Emporer naturally follows the Empress." WOOHOOOO! :D :D :D :D - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - & thank you to all of you who made me feel alot better (: it brought on a smile. hang on my darlings. this week's gonna be over soon. (: & then, it's my turn to die. LOL. am not in the bestest mood now.  rejected. that's what they did. i know it's not their' fault but.. as much as i wanted to go for this rare trip, i din want to weave lies in order to get away with things in the easiest way possible. but, it seemed that choosing to say the truth is not always the bestest choice. life's not all about studying pls. it's so much more than that, & i know the things that i'm searching for ain't in the books. okay crap, im sorry. i've no idea what i'm saying. i just need to let it out & i don't know why is this so affecting me. i can really just shirk things all aside & not really care. ya! just dont care! like how easily everyone else is doing it. but the thing is, i care. & that's really irritating me!
there's so much in the head right now that i can feel it throbbing. & i have no idea why is the heart beating so fast. What's wrong, whats getting you down can someone tell me that everything's gonna be alright?
R A HHHHHH! nauseous & headaches. IM SO DAMN FREAKIN HUNGRYYYYY! I WANT TO EAT POTATOOOOOOOOOOO! NOW! lol.
hi, will you catch me if i fall? a note to take.
PLEASE LOOK AT THE AMOUNT OF STUFFS THAT I HAVE TO DO NEXT WEEK.
i hate it whenever i get irritated, frustrated over god knows what, like, all of a sudden y'know! i don't know what's the issue over right now but im really frustrated! with what? with whatever's going on in my life right now? i don't know! i can't even name it out. i just got reminded why i hate coming online each time. ok, i'm sorry if i sound like an issue freak. i don't even know should i be mad or should i be crying right now.. Back (: but gonna do off with lesser words this time. We've decided to name mama cat, "Lady". & i think it totally suits her :D gentle, poised, calm & beautiful. Ok, this is what happened: She was taken away for sterilization but at that time, she had kittens with her. Everything went smoothly for a couple of days. Her kittens was in another care during her absence and when we put them back, Lady was no where to be found. As in, she never came back to look for them. So, we thought she had alr forgotten bout them (cos' of the change of smell on the kittens so she couldn't recognized that they are hers.) But the kittens are doing fine and are all adopted away (: But then, when we went back to check them out, Lady's belly was really swollen. All her mammary glands are poof! Hard and very swollen. She looked really weak and all of us were damn worried. We really thought she's gonna die!  But thank God for Mr Jomer. He helped us to take a look at her. & i prayed sooo hard that it'll be nothing serious. And woohoo! we thought it was some complication of the sterilization but actually, it's just that her neh neh are full of milk and there's no kittens to suckle and empty them. And soooo, it was just over-production of milk! one big sweat wiped off! All that we have to do is just to feed her a 5-day antibiotics course. (: Even Jomer got the AntiB for us in his clinic la! cool or what! :D The Lady &her Flower. Pictures that i took. & i love all of them! :D              they're really an over-dosage of sweetness (: i've already have 2 quizzes lining up for the week. tmrw there's one! & i can't get my heart to study properly for it. ohworraworraworraworra ): partly was, i din really have time to study. friday was out til quite late with lover. it was talk talk talk and still talks. NICE :D open plaza at TM is a good corner minus all the ah bengs, ppl who gather but not really gather cos' like half of them play their psps & blast them?? & this! SMOKERRS!! like friggin ALOT of them. we nearly suffocated there ._. we hardly get to find time during sch days to catch up but i'm glad i can be there for you girl (: i hope everything's going fine over there at your side. i love you! saturday got up early. went to school to find Fio to feed mama cat the anitibiotics. (i seriously thank God for Mr Jomer man. he's really damn nice to the max!) i'll update you guys bout this mama cat in the next post ya? (: fiddle here and there with her & tried all means to get that quarter of a pill into her mouth. TOUGHER THAN WE THOUGHT! prying open her mouth, restraining her, aiming the pill into her mouth but then spit! urggg. LOL. but in the end, it can be done so simply. MIX TOGETHER W THE FOOD! -.- hhahahah. sunday thank God i've got Emily. i dragged her along to school to feed mama cat again. (note to take, 3rd day.) Supposedly Ting was supposed to go down, but she's busy all the way til night so i thought, i'll just help take over her. (since i live so near school & it'll help save Ting of going through the mad rush : D) i just need someone to go together w me so... hahaha! my poor sister :D so, we went to buy 2 cans of cat food before going over to sch. i was still worried that they won't be at the usual place (Bookshop) cos' of the rain earlier on. but mighty hoho! they are there! :D really thankful that there's Emily man. cos' there's another male cat (one of mama's son) & he'll always snatch away mama's food. so there's no way im gonna be able to handle the whole thing if im there myself. but both of the cats are really sweet together! i don't really dare to carry cats before (despite me being expose to them in labs before... but i never really did carry any once. HAHA!) but these two are so angelic, it wasn't a problem! :D looking at them just reminds me of everything why im where i am now. (:
that's her (: she's (what to call her huhhhh) getting alot better. her swollen belly deswelled alot, but then, it just makes her look even more skinnier than before. ):
there's peek! there's peeks! next post (: so stay around til then'. & now, back to irksome notes. & im super trooper sleepy alr! i woke up at 6+AM this morning! zzzz.... oh ya! i think i've mentioned this to some of you (: but for the rest, if you like clothes imported from Korea/Japan (okay, i preferably like Korea & Japan's clothes) there's this online shop. Don't worry, not a spree or any sort so off with all the long waits! :D AND IT'S DAMN CHEAP!!! Link's here! (The Closet Couture. ) ok, zaoooooooooooooooooo! darn. i'm craving for Pastamania's Chicken Sausage right now ))): at 1AM in the morning. gastricccss!
wasted time to change the layout here and there. & in the end, i think i'm gonna just used back the previous one. i love that one more! ):
finally im done with damn csas3! ok, i don't care whether everything's done correctly or not. & i haven't even print a thing yet! woohoo! ._. reminds me of why i hate sch again..
(photo credits to ATAPLATA at deviantart) i don't know why, but it took me mounts of courage. but i'm glad i did :)
RAHHH! CSAS3 research is damn kuku difficult!! i can't find the information i want! And it's due tmrw! Can someone please teach me!?! (& it's totally not helping w some other things. ARG!) ok, freak. what's wrong with me? my mind's racing like mad. & i know i have alot & it's ALOT of things at hand. & being so forgetfl all the time, it's so easy for me to let important dates, events, meetings, datelines slip that brain of mine. i've also no idea how i do it. i'll just yes yes yes all the way to whoever whenever they ask if im free to do this this this at that date or this date. & before i know it, i've actually overlapped some other already scheduled stuffs! ._.!! HELPPP, i need a super good organizer!! ok, time to show some love (: Hen; whatever that's bogging you, keep that smile up alright! i'm brushing hard away all those irritating stuffs for you, along with me. LOL! you sad, i also sad ya. so xiao yi ge! MUCH LOVES! Role; you laughing machine! but hahaha! you really got us into a crazy laughing fit yesterday. but loving it! so please come sch! I BEG YOU! stay crazy! XD smoochyyyyy! Fio; got bf alr cannot forget us yo! but still, glad that you're all strings attached! :D above all else, cherish! love love love. Den; you tai tai! :D though we always say you're the shortest among us all (XD!) but you're always the cutest ok? : D <3!! Sharmaine; hey childhood bfr! are you reading this? im sending over the letter soon! so meanwhile, hang on during the A's ok! LOVE YOU! charlene; ok, maybe you're not read this anytime soon, but don't mug til you forget to eat and sleep pls! missing all those sleepovers & meet ups! GONE WITH THE A'S!! yi; my wenrou bfr! :D ppl say you wenrou leh, but i agree! (: not been catching up w you alot nowadays ): but hope you doing good aye? meeting you later! im gonna bombard you with lotsa love! hahahahha! hugs many many! (:
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