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am not in the bestest mood now. 





rejected. 
that's what they did. 
i know it's not their' fault but.. 

as much as i wanted to go for this rare trip, 
i din want to weave lies in order to get away with things in the easiest way possible. 
but, it seemed that choosing to say the truth is not always the bestest choice. 

life's not all about studying pls. 
it's so much more than that, 
& i know the things that i'm searching for ain't in the books. 

okay crap, im sorry. 
i've no idea what i'm saying.
i just need to let it out & i don't know why is this so affecting me. 
i can really just shirk things all aside & not really care. 
ya! just dont care! 
like how easily everyone else is doing it. 
but the thing is, i care.
& that's really irritating me!


  1. Youth Camp flyer & registration form design & editing.
  2. AHDis (Animal Health & Disease, for those who want to know) Assignment
  3. CDiag1 (Clinical Diagnostic) Assignment
  4. CDiag2 Assignment
  5. Accounting Quiz on Tue
  6. MBio (Molecular Biology) tutorial quiz
  7. preparation for CSAS3 presentation
  8. MBio Lect Quiz on Fri 
  9. CDiag2 Lect Quiz on Fri
  10. Cruise on Wed to Fri 

there's so much in the head right now that i can feel it throbbing. 
& i have no idea why is the heart beating so fast. 


What's wrong, whats getting you down
Is it something I might have said?
You're walking around
with your head to the ground
and your eyes are watery red

I know you've been through rough times
but you've always been the strong one

I'm standing in your corner
Knocking at your door
You don't have to be alone

Just call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend

I'll listen when nobody gets you
I'm still standing in your corner
Waiting by your door
You don't have to be alone


can someone tell me that everything's gonna be alright?