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"come on, come on, come on. you're doing great!" 

that's the only way i can really motivate myself right now. 
to tryyyy to make myself happy! 

it ain't thaaat bad. 
(hahahahhahahahahahah!)

it's okay that the rest of the girls are having free days alr. 

its alright that you're tired, 
cos' you're not alone.

it's perfectly fine that you're gonna go through another long night, 
cos' today's gon' be the last. 

& tmrw, i don't care if i don't ever wake up from my sleep! 
DON'T WAKE ME UP! 

how motivating :D 
 
i'm in need of happy pills badly! 

i think, the pressure that kinda built up over the days really got into me. cos i've not been eating really well these few days. not that i don't want to, but damn it, i can get really major super hungry but when the food comes, i'll feel nauseous. & when i eat, it feels as though i'm being forced to do it. you know that feeling when you really don't have the appetite, and you eat small spoonfuls really slowly & chewing for like eternity cos' you DON'T FEEL like eating, which is so not my case. i can only drink. ): 

this week really have to go! FAST! 

ohhh greeattt. 
my smartass sis just sprayed the perfume that makes my head go groggy!! 
in the study room & IM IN THE STUDY ROOM.

"you spray perfume ah?!?!" 
"o.o! yaa.... my table here very smelly maaa.."
"AHHHH." 

ok, back to CSAS!