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but when i saw this at FB,

i couldn't help laughing! 

if you can't see, it says:

Esther Tay is being blackmailed by ogawa right now cos she din log out of her facebook at ogawa's house! 

like O.O!! OGAWAAAA!

& this too! 

HAHAHHAHAH! 

how dare you, you this ogawaaa! 

tmrw you're sooo dead! 

:D

though plan for a theme gathering failed cos no full attendence!

but i must say,

I HAD SO MUCH FUN JUST MAC-WHORING WITH MY DARLINGS!

:D

like serious milo man! 

there's more than 400+++ photos taken. and there's only 3-4 of us! 

WHO'S TEH PRO. 

*proud loooook!* 

(:

uniforms are still the love la!

more coming up! 

:D

ok, now i can "happily" go back to sch.

these 2 weeks of hols may be short (pathetically niao!)

but i must say,

i thank God for all the lovelies,

cos' every day was well-spent (:

& love you girls! for today! :D 

AYE NERD. 

charlie & kitty's waiting for your pics pls! 

:D

Man Enough to Answer

I want to close this chapter with a challenge to young men. ..the following poem by Lena Lathrop, entitled "A Woman's Question," speaks particularly to men. It chills me every time I read it. Lathrop's words show me to be the immature boy that I am, stopping me in my tracks and daring me to be a man enough to treat a woman right. Some of the poem's wording might seem old-fashioned, but the message is timeless.

Do you know you have asked for the costliest thing
Ever made by the Hand above—
A woman's heart, and a woman's life
And a woman's wonderful love?

Do you know you have asked for this priceless thing
As a child might ask for a toy,
Demanding what others have died to win,
With the reckless dash of a boy?

You have written my lesson of duty out,
Man-like, you have questioned me;
Now stand at the bar of my woman's soul
Until I shall question thee.

You require your mutton shall always be hot,
Your socks and your shirt be whole;
I require your heart to be true as God's stars,
And as pure as heaven your soul.

You require a cook for your mutton and beef;
I require a far better thing.
A seamstress you're wanting for socks and shirts;
I look for a man and a king.

A king for the beautiful realm called Home,
And a man that the Maker, God,
Shall look upon as He did the first
And say, "It is very good."

I am fair and young, but the rose will fade
From my soft, young cheek one day,
Will you love me then 'mid the falling leaves,
As you did 'mid the bloom of May?

Is your heart an ocean so strong and deep,
I may launch my all on its tide?
A loving woman finds heaven or hell
On the day she is made a bride.

I require all things that are grand and true,
All things that a man should be;
If you give all this, I would stake my life
To be all you demand of me.

If you cannot do this — a laundress and cook
You can hire, with little to pay,
But a woman's heart and a woman's life
Are not to be won that way.


To girls reading this book, I pray this poem serves as a reminder to keep your standards high. Require all things that are "grand and true". ..don't lower your standards for a moment, any guy who asks you to do so isn't worth your time.

And to the guys, we have our work cut out for us, don't we? My hope for us is that we would truly grasp the costliness, the pricelessness, of a woman's love. It is no small thing, no game, to invite a girl to accompany us through life. May we earn the right to make such a request by striving to be men of integrity-men whose hearts are oceans "strong and true." Then, and only then, should we stand at the bars of a woman's soul and ask to gain entrance.

the eyes are so dry now & the back is even more achy after all the hoohaa! from today's work -.-

ok, all i can hope now that me & ediot can do a great job on the REAL thang tmrw. i used my own shoes for experiments. & apparently, i quite like the outcome :D Much of the credit must really go to teh Noob man! for drawing his beautiful art (which is not bad at all! like o.o!) AND, not minding to touch and draw on a pair of worn-before shoes! don't worry, your hands won't ROT! XD. i owe you like super big time pls! 

THANKS NOOOOOOBERR! :D  

the 'beautiful' pencil-drawn art by teh Noober!

& of course, you need a good painter too (like helloo?? XD)

not that nice but not THAT bad tooooo! :D

♥

these are what that have been keeping me & ediot busyyyy man.

 let's hope everything is worth the hard work (:

not yet the finish work. 

so how's it? 

personally, not really my kind of style. 

HAHAHHAHA! 

♥

Colourgenics;

Just wanna take a look at what it have to say. 

Your mind is never at rest. (O.O) You are continually striving to influence all those about you. You have some excellent ideas but you persist in trying to persuade others just how great your ideas really are. Maybe you are trying too hard. Take it easy - remember, 'Everything comes to those who wait'.

You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.

There are times of everyone's life when 'compromise' is the name of the game and this is the time, so you have no alternative but to forgo some pleasures for the time being. You are capable of achieving satisfaction through physical activity (i want to swim!).

Your ability to withstand the pressures of everyday life have been overtaxed and this is leading to stress and frustrations. It would seem that for the time being you have lost the resilience and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties. You feel that it is all 'too much' and, try as you may, you are getting nowhere. But to give you credit, you continue to stand your ground and pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity. Naturally this situation is subjecting you to intolerable stress and pressure from which you would dearly like to escape, but you can not bring yourself to make the necessary decision. As a result you remain firmly involved in the problem and you can neither view it objectively nor get rid of it - you cannot leave it alone and you feel that you will only be at peace when you have reached your objective.

Being afraid that you may be prevented from achieving your hopes and dreams is making you anxious and nervous. As a dreamer your ideas can at times move into the realm of fantasy and you could be following that so called illusive dream.

quite a hit-on-the-spot man.    

o.o

♥