it's only the 3rd day of the new year, 

& i can already see all the windy roads far ahead from where im standing right now..

2 re-tests for the mid-sem papers are alr scheduled,

& it's gonna be another big wooha all over again. 

Daddy, i can't do this on my own..

help me,

to see it not as a failure,

but as a second chance.. 

forgive me,

for being complacent.. 

for allowing complacency to fill the heart..

But He said.. 

"My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness" 

2 Cor 12:9

& you said..

Cast all your anxiety on me because i care for you. 

1 Peter 5:7

& for that,

i know i can always count on you..

im leaning on you..

am not in the bestest mood now, but maybe it's cos of the fatigue.

 'vebeen super seh the entire day. getting my butt all the way to Bkt Timah early in the day for cell when the body's not really fully awake yet, with the ear piece being all pms-y & decided that it's gonna disown me once & for all (rah!!), the dry & tired eyes shouting out for rest, & having like three-quarter of the day with my brain filled with the thoughts retest retest restest.. 

ok shuts.

come on now, you can do it girl (: 

He's with you..

sidetrack,

i used to think that this day will never come.. but now, coming to think of it, i was really a tad bit too dumb. what i can't figure out in the past feels like it's falling into place slowly over time. i din understand why things turned out that way it turned out to be & although getting through that rough patch was one of the worst ever, but i am glad & thank God  i made it through. & it's getting so much clearer now.  some things are just ain't yours cos,' its just not sup to be in the very first place.. 

1. God knows best. & He always does. 

2. finally, delete delete delete! :D

3. i hope there's nothing wrong w Nick. he's been scratching really badly lately ): 

4. Heart, don't fail me now. Courage, don't desert me. 

5. Above all else, guard the heart. this can be my life quote now. lol!

6. i'm missing all my girls ): so much to do, yet so little time.. 

7. thank you for you.

8. time to get those books out. Motivation, fill me! 

9. & stop looking! ARG! 

this has been on replay since 7! 

click play! 

pweaaaaseeeeeeeee :D