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one in this ♥ world
"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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thank God i made it home... mr headache has been knocking on the door alot lately but today's was one of those that i couldn't handle. & worst thing was, im outside. i practically dragged myself back from Toa Payoh to Tamp. and i could feel the nauseous feeling stirring up when i left. sorry jo, that you saw me in that state & got you worrying. but the head was throbbing mad and when i knew i was gonna throw up anytime, i was trying my best to suppress it til i get off the train station at Buangkok. thanks jo, again for waiting w me til my bus came. but, the nauseous feeling came back the moment i boarded the bus. and man, i was so afraid i will throw up halfway through that i was praying hard that the feeling'll go away and i forced myself to sleep... i don't know. i was feeling another thing. all of a sudden, i just felt really alone and really "on my own" and all i could depend on was that faith to keep me strong and get me home and, myself.. i hate it when things like this happen. i hate feeling so, vulnerable. but really, thank you so much Lord. that you did keep me strong and get me home safe.. sigh. & i've yet to eat anything since 11am... first & probably the last. expectance.
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