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one in this ♥ world
"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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about this blog
name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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Before the week comes to an end, I want to thank all these people who made my 19th such a joy (:
& thank you to everybody else, sorry if i didn't mention your name, but i've heard all your wishings! Thank you for remembering, for wishing, for letting me know that you guys care! (: Appreciating it ALLLL (: * & woohoo! tmrw Jo & me's gonna start our much-awaited attachment at a real animal clinic. i seriously CAN'T WAIT :D let's hope we get there safely & hope the excitement won't kill my sleep. SEE YOU TMRW Jo! :D & the Noob's off in Cambodia alr. do take good care over there & hope you're doing fine now. (: & YES. i is gonna go sleep NOW. & get myself a good 5 hours of sleep! heehee. g'nights now peeps (: don't threaten me. don't.
i don't know if it's the cold, the fatigue or the horrible throat that's making my whole body really uncomfortable. the coughing's been bugging since morning. & the throat's hurting like madness! oh no no, not now. i don't want to get sick nowww. XO
i tell you, yesterday was teh loveeee! cos work ended with 2 of my lovely sweets waiting for me outside the shop :D Lover & the Noob. happy or what? :D these 2 either have great minds or they must have planned to come together but actually act like they didn't llalalalla. hahahahhah! but woohoo! they made the dayyyy! lik tsk! just like that (: Yi: "lover! finishing work at 10? meeting anybody afterwards?" & so i thought she was near PS or sth BUT, over the phone, Me: "where are you?" (with the most innocent voice ever) Yi: "huh? at home laaa" Me: "WHAAAATT? i thot you were nearby so that's why you asked. then you're gon come down from Tamp, meet, then take train w me back to Tamp again???" Yi: " ya! :DDDD" that's my lover for you. LOL! & apparently, the Noob actually had telepathy w the Lover & decided to give me a last min surprise call & say he's coming down tooooo. (: that makes me a happy girl! last night, the 2 came down. tonight, none came down. seeee! i really think they planned it or sth la! HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA. i know, im keeedddin :D (& everything which is sup to be here is GONE! RAHHHHHHH.) MAN! REALLY RANDOM CRAVINGS: JCO DONUTS & BROWNIEEEEEEE *ahhhhh!* maybe things ain't as complicated as you think they are. think simple; holidays, are really a love hate thing man. love it, cos this is probably the only time of the year that i can do whatever i want. & i've got a long longggggg list. just waiting for them to come true now. hate it, cos i've got so much free time to churn out unneccessary thoughts. if only i could control the stupid brain. but dammmitt, i can't. give me a big heart. help me to be a blessing to others. many personal issues kept on surfacing. & it just keeps coming during this period of time. & i don't know why. yes, i felt lousy. & i felt helpless. & i was angry with myself for not trusting You enough... but You said, "But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they wil run & not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." ♥ & there is still so much to be thankful for...
有時候太堅強 笑容卻填不滿眼眶 越是想要隱藏 歌聲就唱的更響亮 直到入到心底最深處 你不要追問我 還缺了些什麼 每個人都有夢 幸福總站在最遠方 心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手擁抱 誰的心是我最後一站 我強問我自己 現在還沒有個答案 我不是你想像那麼勇敢 多想讓你保護能流淚一場 讓我放下武裝 像個孩子一樣 單純的把愛情放在你心上 我不是你想像總是扮演堅強 多想讓你知道我也要個伴 放下討厭武裝 像個孩子一樣 單純的把愛情放在你心上 我不是你想像的那麼勇敢 You mean more to me than any earthly thing;
the insides are so struggling, & battles are raging in the head.. you can do it.
♥ Im really tight in the pockets now.. & am trying really hard not to worry.
i was just thanking God today.. for all of these wonderful people (:  (pls don kill me when you see this up hereee! ppl! say the photos are niceee! :D)  (and you is don't kill me toooo. hahah! cos you look better when rtard pls.)  it'll always stay the same (:  the bunch of sweets who ran so hard alongside, with me (: through the all the ups & downs, thick and thins! I IS MISS YOU. cos i still haven meet you! * & today really turned out to be a good day (as i've predicted in the morning. haha!) after 9 months of not seeing each other, & all the hiccups here & there that ended up in us canceling dates, today's meetup w Char totally made my day man! i really hated feeling that we're drifting & all we need is just one free day & one meeting. But it was so hard with stupid sch work and the fact that's she's super busyy. Plus that, i totally can't msg this girl cos her msgs are so deaddddd. like ahhh! hahaha. But, all was good good good(: & im glad we can still go "I'VE GOT SO MUCH TO TELL YOUUUU!" haww(: oh ya! & i've got the best nooobfriend in the world man! & meeting PingPongHualas tmrw. wooooooot. can we go tanning sooooon? (:
all of a sudden i...
You know... sometimes, its so difficult to believe that anything in this world'll really last for good. But when i see Daddy & Mummy, through it all, they remind me that maybe sometimes they do.. ok, i seriously need major lot of courage for the thing i'm gonna do for them. & not to forget the other stuff i need to get done BEFOR SUN. TIME TIME TIMEEE. i need hellpppppp! & now, i really hope this holiday'll will be good one that at the end of it, i can look back & smile, knowing that i can keep all safely in th heart cos all are good.. & ITS MARCH ALR.
hearing the rain pour, & the raindrops blurring the world outside, little sunshine, where are you? i need you.. masking the vulnerability is what i've taught myself to do all these while. & im getting quite good at it. but no matter how good i can get, the One above knows everything. cos He looks at the heart, & not the outward appearance. & w words unsaid, He still sees through every little bit that's going on deep down inside. & i don't have to do anything.. no words, no explaining. & He says, "I know, I know.." I think i need a hug now.. Get well soon.
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