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holidays, are really a love hate thing man.

love it,
cos this is probably the only time of the year that i can do whatever i want.
& i've got a long longggggg list.
just waiting for them to come true now.

hate it,
cos i've got so much free time to churn out unneccessary thoughts.
if only i could control the stupid brain.
but dammmitt, i can't.

give me a big heart.
help me to be a blessing to others.

many personal issues kept on surfacing.
& it just keeps coming during this period of time. & i don't know why.
yes, i felt lousy.
& i felt helpless.
& i was angry with myself for not trusting You enough...

but You said,
"But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they wil run & not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint."



& there is still so much to be thankful for...
  • end of year results were of much surprise & out of expectation (thank God so much..)
  • i passed all modules ( i actually still get a C+ for MBio which i was so afraid i'd fail. & a B! for Animal Health Disease. thank God so so much again...)
  • He provides.
  • He didn't leave me all by myself when i really needed someone..
  • I've got work.




    will be working for the next 3 days.
    & the next week.
    & the next.
    & i'm gonna keep myself busy busy busy.
    ok, maybe not THAT busy.
    hahahha.

    & it feels nice looking forward to get off work knowing the day don't just end there.
    so kudos to the haobudd that i get to feel it.
    thanks moochooooo!
    :D


    loving this!
    : )







有時候太堅強 笑容卻填不滿眼眶
越是想要隱藏 歌聲就唱的更響亮
直到入到心底最深處
你不要追問我 還缺了些什麼

每個人都有夢 幸福總站在最遠方
心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手擁抱
誰的心是我最後一站
我強問我自己 現在還沒有個答案

我不是你想像那麼勇敢
多想讓你保護能流淚一場
讓我放下武裝 像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上

我不是你想像總是扮演堅強
多想讓你知道我也要個伴
放下討厭武裝 像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上

我不是你想像的那麼勇敢



You mean more to me than any earthly thing;