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after hearing the live acoustic band play last night at the bar in orchard, suddenly i felt like playing the guitar too at that instant. hhahahhaha.

i came across the song that's playing at my sidebar now & loveee it! & i just kept playing it on the guitar just now. beautiful song, for the Beautiful One (:

imma shareee (:
Here are the chords:
(This Is Our God.)

Yesterday was Good Friday,
to remember the day when He laid his life down for us..

Sinners yes we are,
all tainted & scarred,
with all kinds of backgrounds,
with the darkest secret kept away,
but yet,
He knows everything..

& this had been going on in my mind for the whole day -
that He still choose to love us,
& choose to lay down His life for us..
just to set us free from the sins of the world & our past..
to give us a new life, a whole new beginning.
A second chance.

that's how much He loves us... you & me.

And so our Good Friday's drama had finally come to a close, in the happiest note.

& it really makes the heart smile as you feel the joy from the others. how the tension lightened each time someone comes back into the backstage with a big smile on their face after each scene. how you just know that everyone in the backstage are encouraging you on when on stage. how we hugged each other when finally, we can all shout, "It's overrr!" (:

& i really thank God for all of them,
the brothers from Charis Mission,
the ICs,
my papa,
the time-keepers/mike ICs,
Lydia, Weishun & Samuel & the rest..

As the practices gets more & more each week,
& as frustrations, fear, negative thoughts & every other hindrance that starts to make us waver & doubt,
it is the constant reminder of how much these dear ones are forking out time & effort for God, for this drama, for not giving up,
that motivates me each time & feel all thankful for.

I never really knew how difficult it is to be in a drama crew until i really experienced it for myself.
we always only get to see the end-product of what is made up of sky-high effort, unity, co-operations, encouragements, patience, pressure, tears, frustrations, struggles which built up along the way.
but now, i felt it all.
first-hand.

how i see some of them at the verge of breaking down.
how i felt the amount of pressure that they're trying to suppress deep within.
how i felt like crying too when we come together to pray & remind ourselves to walk by Faith & not by sight cos He's with us.
how i learn to trust even more that all things will come to good at the end.
how i learn to be sensitive to the needs of the people around me &,
use the most powerful tool - our mouths & our words to encourage others..

Thank God that you saw us through,
Thank God for this rare experience,
& thank God,

for loving us, all of us.


Freely You gave it all for us
Surrendered Your life upon that cross
Great is the love
Poured out for all
This is our God


thank you for all who came down (:

& the noob for your encouragements (:


& i just realised i've got no photos!
what the pong!
HOW CANNNNNNNN!

hahahahha.


"你对你自己就那么没有信心啊?"
"我几时有过信心... "