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one in this ♥ world
"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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about this blog
name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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I can't really believe it, but yes it's true (: This is one of the big things to me, & i wanna share w you (: (wow it rhymes! haha.) I'm starting to feel the pain more & more & it's getting really uncomfortableeee. Every teeth's hurting like mad now & though i've got a lil slightly higher tolerance for pain, i've still yet to master tolerating any pain in the mouthhh. ): im trying hard not to put focus on it but... RENNN GIRL. come on, you have tooo. haw mummyyy. & dammit smack, i really can't eat properly now. all i can do is try hard enough to mash the food w the tongue. if good, you get to swallow. if not, you get everything else stuck everywhere and spend more time picking food out than actually eating! & i'll lost my appetite by then ): now i feel for Neh. & i ate wanton but only the kway tiao. i can't even chew vegg! : O & im so so so hungry right now that the gastric juices are acting up but there's nothing suitable tt i can eat ): this is so not gon help much when my appetite's really shaky now. i lost 3 kgs in 1 week last week, like what the p o.o but it's cos i lost my appeptite.. & just when i think i can eat more now, ahhhh ): HUNGRYYYY. hen tong hen tong hen tonggg! okay, bear w my rants first ay guys. i know ppl had given million warnings bout the pain but im still TRYING to adapt and numb myself to all of it. & i still got a long way to goo. ): & gah, (edit) i think i need happy pills now. alot of it. from all the rubbings & abrasions, you'll won't believe it but.. 5 ulcers horribly popped out )': & now, i cant talk much.. take away the painnnnn pls.. (/edit) oh great, its 3+AM & im still very awake.
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