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"The river runs and the river hides, Out to the ocean and under the sky, I promise you, the answer will come, Hold on to patience and watch for the sign, Everything in its time; " |
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name's esther & 18's the number. i love potatoes to the ends of the earth and soups like nobody's business. & i believe in a
place "where love lasts forever".tagboard
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So school started like 3 days ago but everyone feels like they're still in lala mood. it's been kuku years since i sat in a lecture hall, & it feels like im watching teevee minus the really interested part. i couldn't really sit still luh, & all the theatres are freezingly mad cold! gahhh. seriously couldn't tahan the colddd but, i still happily forget to bring along my jacket for 3 days. stm or what! i know that im in school but it doesn't feel that i am. okay, does that even make any sense? & it doesn't help much when our timetable is still so urgg! as ever. wed is full blast lecture day & i almost died during the 3hr lect today. THREE, AGAIN. 1 hr through the thing & seriously cannot, zaooo. & i still have to take CDS this semmmmmmm! & the only one that doesn't clash with our timetable is - Introduction to Singapore Law. let's say WOW. but something happy bout's that Cass is now in TP, so (: Met her yesterday in sch at Mushroom then went over to Starbucks to have a lonnnnggg chat. & it's amazing how i can always enjoy our chatting session, though 3/4 of the time she's the one doing th talking (: But yes, I had a great time with you girl! & i went down to Bugis for 2 consecutive days. hahaha. 3 days alr, but my arms & legs are still aching a lil after that super tiring 2-9:30PM cycling escapade w Role. but am loving it. Talking while cycling's the love. Feeling the cold wet air rushing on the face, breathing in the fresh air which smells of rain, seeing the lightning flashed across the long stretch of night sky, for a moment, everything felt good.. okay, before i continue on with anything, i really wanna say this, a great big thanks; to all who've stayed by me & for being there at my lowest. for the ears, the shoulders, the time & embracing me when im at my weakest. You, you know who you are, thank you so much. & i've already said them in the msgs. Thank you Lord, for them. cos they are the ones who i know will stand by all the way, no matter what.. no matter what. My pillars of strength, always strong, always true. Don't worry guys. All i need is time, & alot of strength now. As the days go by, I came to realise how scary it is that people can change so quickly. It's even more scarier when it's someone so close. Everything i knew, wasn't exactly what i know, after all. So much left unsaid, but i guess.. it's okay now. I don't know how hard it is, but i'll try. Cos it don matter to you no more. You feel insignificant, a whisper in the wind On a random note, the separators in my teeth had been bugging me. It's like there is not enough strength to bite. This slipped my mind when i was searching the fridge for sth to eat. i saw the Subway cookies, & happily broke a small part, tried biting an even smaller part, & almost immediately after, i put the rest of the cookies back.. ): cause i couldn't bite and eat! Friday's the day. & im a little scared ): Let it go, Let it be; |
